basis of boredom

2007-10-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

well!

i am troubled.
over pw.

and random stuff.

i guess it's quite weird when people start to think they understand you. and well, not that i'm saying they don't. but when things get messy, advice is what should be given, but personal views are not what should be insinuated.

rawr.

what should i say?
i'm hard to comprehend LOL

2007-10-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

HM.

5th october 2007.
the raffles ride.
RJC open house '07

months of hard work.
possible the biggest function involving 400 befrienders, all the ccas, 80 ccal's, and hopefully a target group of 3000 people to turn up.
that will make the group of 16 of us taking charge of 220 people each.

frustrating times.
long nights/days in RR8.
all its missing is a phone to become a full time office.
4 sets of laptops.
internet cable.
highly efficient and capable people :D

whee open house rocks!
it's amazing how only lizheng was the one to put it as his first choice for functions choices. but well, we seem to have bonded and really gotten to know each other more.
:D

<3 open house!

lets get the ride of our lives!

3 days.

2007-09-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

fwah!

it's friday already! and well.. these few days have been really productive i must say. at least i hope they have been.

tmr shall study with the guys and start to feel ultra demoralized as to how much they all know xD heh.. well everyone's smart i guess.

rawr ok i shall not talk about this who's smart and whats not haha. pointless!

anyway staying at home has been real fun man! :D my room has been segregated into different areas for different subjects xD the LEFT side of my computer table has become the econs zone. the RIGHT side the physics zone. another table has been totally converted into the chemistry table where i had all my notes sprawled upon yesterday when i was doing the past year paper. talking about past year papers, ok i shall print the 2005 physics promo paper and do after i eat supper :D shall go read about privatization and nationalization thingy during supper! sounds good to me!

i shall go down to yfc tmr morning and see if kuo km has gone solo xD hahah. shall do more ground sch for airlaw, maybe take one or two inhouses and zhao to club to study. :D shall ask liang about the henderson hasselbach equation thingum tmr. haha mug more definitions and well... see how it goes! maybe do more maths. my maths ain't that good but it's like i can't really be bothered to do anything about it :( been paying much more attention to my weaker subjects like chemistry heh.

well at least now i feel more prepared as to compared to the CT's where i really walked into the exam hall knowing i will screw up my chem paper and yeap i just died for it heh. ah well! study study study.. all part of the rafflesian way of life eh xD hahaha..

wonder if aunty gonna plan me for sunday. >< dunno if i should fly during promos LOL. enlighten me someone. but if i fly on sunday ah.. dunno if i wanna start my glide so fast. i can't remember anything about it other than its a continuous climb starting from 750 feet, fly over the water, spacing changes (to dunno what), call downwind high, abeam touchdown point, throttle close, flaps 10deg. 40deg from touchdown point, commence turn to final. pull flaps if certain can make it. raljldskjflkdsjflkdsj shit i dunno what else man. damn confusing. i just wanna do more flapless!!!! lol. pretty fun. just realized how similar it is to normal lor. as in everything looks the same. just really slightly lower. i think i might have lost my aspect for normal circuit. HM heck xD hahah. i bet i will be able to do some normal circuits during my glides heh...

kk i go eat supper now and mug a bit of econs. then come back do physics paper and maybe do more econs sometime heh.

ok cyaz!

2007-09-19T21:13:00.001+08:00

'the reality is that there has never been any neutral, unbiased advice given to students on sexuality. heterosexuality has always been the biased model.'

just had to note this down somewhere :D i think it's a really good point raised from the homosexuality discussion sparked from mr fong.

well i guess the newspapers ARE really informative xD hahahah!

ok going jog now!

flying tmr :D

study break rocks. sorta. promos in 4 days. gotta finish physics later. wish me luck.

hi world.

2007-09-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

hi world!

how are you?

i'm feeling pretty stressed out now for not much apparent reason. last night i was still feeling pretty calm about the imminent promo's which are coming up in just a week. in fact from the present time, it's really less than a week.

somehow, i have my usual feeling of feeling preparedly unprepared. like no matter what you do, you just have this lingering feeling that something will go wrong, you will forget some definition of allocative efficiency, some formula for angular velocity, and some other random stuff that might just decide a B from an A, or an E from a D.

wellwell, yet other than constantly mugging and reading and revising and practising, there isn't much else you can do to prepare yourself. how do you know you know? lol. it's quite true la! most people will definitely go into something and somehow, you might just forget something along the way. like how zhanming forgot his pre-start or starting checks when he got damn stressed flying his assessment flight. hha~ well yea, it's supposed to be completely internalized and i guess, yea i can do them w/o thinking at all now but hm... you never know!

so well.. tmr's the last day of school! so exciting.

well not really, it's the last day before promos.

actually promo's are quite exciting when you look at it. for once, you see the whole school coming together with a common goal of studying, to finish their promos, hope everyone does well, and all get promoted. (and if we're lucky, make it to the dean's list). well, for me, i hope i can at least improve upon my grades which are quite.. average. it's not fantastically good or exceptionally sucky but well it's definitely sth i wanna improve upon.

i hope i can push my physics up to A this time as the ct's were really crappy.
hm... but as said, it really is the end of it all (ie the A's) which is the most important. in fact really as to what ben has said, after council, studying suddenly seems carefree and easy and relaxing. at least you can more or less take things in your own stride and do what you want.

i guess this was the reason why i've been so flushed and easily agitated recently when lize has kept asking me stuff about open house.

well tonight was one that ive been real stressed for reasons appraent or otherwise. i just have this sense of dread that something bad is gonna happen, but this is what i always feel before exams anyway. i guess i'll attempt to mug harder and fly harder and just jiayou in everything.

3 days of study break + the weekend. i shall use one day for one subject and hopefully internalize everything. buffers seems to have gone quite well. time to whack gravitation for physics. some warped thingy la! it's worse than relativity i tell you.. lol suddenly living in a sense of timelessness wheere everything slows down and adjusts according to the speed of light seems great! haha. h3 r0x0rz xD

somehow i want my 'carefree' life of sec4 back. yet during that time, i was totally saying how i wudnt mind being committed to sth and just going full steam ahead in it. well the grass is always greener on the other side but life's been great! ahah

this has been a totally random post and well.. i shall hit the bed soon as i'm definitely gonna need tons of energy and stamina to study finish everything soon. needa read finish physics tmr and probably the econs last few chapters. RAWR -dies-

lucky term 3 was short and they cudnt teach much. if not promos really gg. lol

laters all!

bye world.

2007-09-07T20:06:00.001+08:00

made it to PPL! :D flying my first PPL sortie tmr after weihong goes solo :P wonder who's covering my solo.. think will be goh ys haha!

hope zhanming does ok... ><

mugging
flying
openhouse
slacking.

wheee time to work hard! :D

2007-09-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

hahaha well! i went solo on niner victor bravo oscar oscar :D funky plane i must say! hahaha

it's really damn fun to solo :D

but well i dunno. right now i'm feeling down :( cause me going on to the next phase ain't really confirmed yet. as in my instructor has recommended me but it seems as if there is some oppressive force stopping me from going on :( and seeing jamie, junyong, sammy and co all move on and flying their solos, it's really tempting.

imagine if i don't make it to ppl. :( all the "hard work and effort" i have put into flying all just gone like that.

i was super high when i went solo.

but it just lasted for 6 mins.

a 0.2 duration of solo gone like that. 16.4 hours of dual flights, all stacked together to send me for my first solo. amazing it might be, but well it's the truth!

so now, i shall just wait at home, hoping aunty will call me and tell me i can go down and clear my documents for PPL. i just wait and hope.

and in the mean time, i shall attempt to shift my focus off to other earthly matters like studying, pw and council..

ta-da

2007-08-28T20:18:00.001+08:00

long time! haha

blockout now but well, last minute problems with open house planning ain't really gonna let it be blockout i guess. crap! heh. been slacking a lot, slacking like i haven't done so in a few months.

bought need for speed carbon! freaking fun haha though now the drifting parts are pretty hard >< shit haha i almost beat it la then stupidly i go crash into the wall at the end then lost points and didn't finish! damn!

playing a bit of wow on shaun's account too! xD haha reverting to my gamer self xD

anyway! tmr sortie 16 on oscar hotel. if i do well, goh cl should plan me for solo on 17 guess. pity i didnt get my solo for tmr cause if not ah can skip dunno how many sorties haha then holidays can start flying ppl liao! xD

tmr will be a 152 circuit
sammy
chiazy
zhengtao
me! xD

so fun! hahahah i hope to be number 1 all the way and on oscar hotel ill just keep it all the way man! :D 90kts at 2.2k rpm? :D hahhahahaha skilled! hope i don't screw up my landings tmr. so exciting omg hahaha!

anyway i watched bourne ultimatum and i think it's a really great show! the premise is simple.

all he wants to do is find about his past.

simple plot line, great story! so yeap go watch it if ya can :D

anyway i shall go do some hw now and mug a bit and go prep for flight i guess. cant disappoint goh cl! must go solo on 17!!! :D

laters all!

2007-08-19T10:42:00.001+08:00

OMG

life sucks.

i wanna fly. yet i cant.
i wanna sim. yet i cant.

why?

cause instructor has to fall sick. it's not even a cxwx where you can curse the weather but now it's like, you dun even noe what to say.

bad luck?
fated?

what's with this man. if i flew 2 times and sim-ed once this wk, i would just be one behind sammy and totally capable of actually going solo nxt wk la! then this has to happen. what great luck man.

back to open house now which is totally frustrating and stressful. -.-

bad mood for rest of day.

zzz

2007-08-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

hm! today's been a great slacking day i must say! :D

watched simpsons in the morning with liang sammy and hans! then ate lunch at nyny, then went to play pool till 3. then came home, watched 5 mins of NDP and went out to watch rush hour alone! :D

it was really damn funny! so everyone should go watch it xD it's really LOL man! hahahahah trust me! watch it! :D

anyway so yeap! im flying my first circuit tmr xD so exciting right!
go-around:
1. not line up
2. not cleared
3. instructed by tower
4. cannot locate aircraft
5. runway obstructed at or below 2000 fet
6. airspd drops 5 kts below intended approach airspeed
7. not touched down by half run way
8. not satisfied with approach
9. more than 30deg AOB on turn to final

RAWR hahaha. i cant remember >< dies! lol later goh cl kill me :(

haha ok cyaz!

2007-08-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

fk. i lost my econs notes.

getting into bad mood.

i shall slp early today.

2007-08-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

today is a good day!

while we didn't win overall for IHC, we did come in overall 3rd or second behind joint champions BB and BW. i must really say a big congrats to BB whom have really came up from behind and won almost every IHC there is in the past week :D grats man!

well to BW, i guess siti and zhiying don't have to cry anymore xD it was really a good ending i guess and it was really heartwarming to see how people are actually quite passionate about the house la xD ahah!

hm for RBION :D i broke a record? quite tyco-ly haha! reallllllly tyco i tell u!

anyway THANKS MR ONG YEOW HUA for helping me pick up hoops when i was manning my booth alone and like buying food and drinks for me.

the game 'you don't wanna play this' actually went on quite well man! almost a queue non stop waiting to throw their 5 hoops/try for 3 tries actually attracted a lot of people! well, it was a challenging task for them but yeap, it was good to see everyone trying! :D

so overall 3rd, not bad i guess for MR.

i just have to say that i really wanna thank everyone whom has participated in IHC and giving it their all. i mean when people message you to apologize for being unable to get into the finals when there really isn't much they can do about it, i guess it just lights up your day when you know that there are people whom are giving their all. :D

though some may be cynical about the house spirit and stuff and like how some people might just be doing this as we are councilors/house d so we have to do this, well i guess if you wanna think that way, there's nothing much we can do to change your mind set :( but well, i guess as house d, i'll try my best to make things better :D for council or not, whether i'm doing this with "ulterior" motives, that's just for me to noe and MAYBE for you to find out? but i guess not!

anyway ta-da, it is time to sleep for i shall be going to school at the normal time tmr despite it being a day off. open house from 8-6 or 3 for me cause i have yfc :D haha! k open house is the next major function coming up! time to put in my all for it :D

block out in a couple of weeks. gg haha!

k nights!

<3 MR ftw!

2007-07-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

yay! finally got my 5 from fruity! :D stalling's pretty easy except that it DOES require a lot of strength to pull the control column until it sounds like your going to pull it out of the whole dashboard. imagine if it really does i wonder what i'll do! i think ill just ask the instructor to fly man (ok i really won't have a choice i just realized other than to ask him to fly it) :P

anyway!

i ate chilli crab for dinner and ate until damn full la! then... i came home and slept for like 3 hours >< totally like a snake la! eat full already then come home and sleep HM.. now i have to go do my work
1. national day
2. open house
3. pw
4. homework

die! so much things to do >< shall sleep late tonight :D needa wake up first though! feeling quite sleepy still. hm what work shall i do first! hm i think i'll like settle my open house stuff first and see if i needa meet zhenan tmr haha!

ok ta-ta! i shall be hardworking and do work now! no more slacking :D

2007-07-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

since im blogging every 10,000 years now, i shall blog about happy stuff!

TODAY:
i spent around 5 hours at YFC in total. 4-5 actually today! was supposed to do sortie 8 with simck at 1140 but it was cancelled due to weather! rawr. but anyway! i flew with ng ct at the 3rd wave slot and he promoted me! OMG damn happy! haha i was quite stressed considering how after not flying with horizon for 10,000,000 years, the sky/weather was great after it rained and the horizon was visible! zomg! so i kinda lost all my attitudes but i finally got them back liao :D shall write them down soon! they're like in my phone now! haha. now i wanan fly with fruity and prove him wrong that i am worthy of going to phase 2! shall jiayou for stalling + circuits! and strive to get that elusive 6 for stalling :D

then came back to find dr gooi but couldnt, thus im meeting him tmr at 4th block break. hm. hope it's a quick meeting so i can go eat. if not whole day don't need eat liao! haha.

then went for council GM which shows how much stuff is actually really going on haha! die!

then interact rehearsal was kinda zz :P oops reminds me that im supposed to memorize the song xD hahah! die. nvm i'll do it tmr xD haha! hope sophia doesn't kill me!

tmr is a loooooooooooong day,

3 lectures, find dr gooi, physicslab, maths, shooting ihc, interact invest

nxt day:
go sch for national day, maybe have sim? yea. that's about it!

okay im going to sleep first la. damn tired! xD

blog another day :D

2007-07-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

! long time since i blogged

anyway quick updates of my brilliant life!

abcdd (results for common test)
flying sortie 7 tmr (climbing and descending 2) and hopefully mr sim will promote me to phase 2!
learnt befrienders dance liao! jiayou shi hua (even though u suan me a lot but well, get well! :D)
to all aspiring befrienders/those who signed up, prepare to learn a pretty entertaining dance! as in it may not be the coolest but it's definitely hell lot of fun!

i am busy/tired/out of money a LOT these few days. rawr. i needa start saving money. ><

k well, tomorrow shall be the day i hopefully redeem myself and get a 6. :D mugging for flight now and waiting for lize's proposals to come over.

whee! justify the justification required to justify the need for 500 befrienders. jiayou open house comm! :D

i want, i want, i want

2007-07-08T00:18:00.001+08:00

rawr. yfc has ended. ground school that is.

i eagerly await all my flights. hope i can do well and get a 5 from fruity.

as the term goes on, im gonna have less time to fly, and well i already am going to start missing all the people in my course :( like seriously, who's course actually has a course song! which course is actually as fun and vibrant and strong as ours?! rawr. i wish the saturdays would be able to just continue though sigh, with the council work stacking up, not really going to happen soon.

maybe i have over stretched myself to be more then what i can actually be by doing secretary/prog and secretary/treasurer for open house and MR. especially with open house coming up in about 3 months. this is really going to be a busy period ahead.

well well well.

i dunno. just random thoughts that pass through my head after house d stayed over at my house. who can i actually trust and tell someone everything i have to share and know that it will never be leaked. rare i guess. i mean, sometimes, i might really have to just, watch what i say to people and to whom. this is purely random btw. >< rawr i dunno, im just very confused now. like who's who, and who's doing this for what. just looking at people gives me this very cynical view and stereotypical association regarding certain people :( yet sometimes, i'm just overly cynical of everything that people do.

how about me. what do i want. sometimes it's really easy to just overlook the 'minority' in a group of people. and it's really easy to just forget everything there is to that person.

rawr.

i have open house proposal to do. and PW research to do. im supposed to go to the library tmr. ah well, guess i'll just see how it goes. shall slp now. tired.

i wan my sortie 6.
bleugh.

i want so many things.
sad life.

2007-07-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

yeap ct's are over!
i hope i get like a c e d then i'll tell people i aced my ct's.

well now that ct's are over. i guess my somewhat 'well deserved break' has somewhat ended after today too. open house has piles of stuff to do now.
programme proposal
calling ccal's.
finding out who the ccal's are.
finishing the proposal which is untouched.
compiling the proposals on monday and rushing out a compiled one.

rawr i think i'll just wake up earlier tomorrow and start to do it before i go over to arie's to chill the night away. don't wanna spend my whole day rotting at home, having no life and just doing open house stuff :P

well did my 5th sortie on friday. got a 5. not a convincing one though and i was flying with ng ct. i needa buck up more for my flights and as nette has kindly tagged, i must get my 6! though it'll be blatently impossible whilst flying with my primary i think. nvm i'll just do well still!

but sigh. i dunno if i'll be able to find the time. it's a full LONG weekend and im finding the trouble keeping my time properly used now. im losing the chance to do a lot of things and i might even have to skip og outing if it clashes with proposal thingy on monday? (if there even is an og outing to begin with)

and now that michel has got cut from yfc >< the 'doomsday' is really coming upon us. liu xy has really put it well in his blog. the next saturday, 7th july 2007, 070707, is the last time we'll be together as a course, having a mass brief and chilling in the cai. spending time messing around in CAI, having zhanming talk cock to preetwant and the other instructors, and just talking all sorts of trash and having hell lot of fun :P like this evening, i missed out dinner with them cause i had to go to school to help junwei with his tsd thing. not that im complaining or anything but yea, it's quite sad. and yea, its sad that next saturday, 7th july 2007, 070707, is indeed the day of PIMP. council or yfc. sigh.

talk about passion, talk about feeling or talk about how any of us from 152 feels about yfc. im pretty darned sure that we all feel very well towards it. come on, almost everyone is slogging their guts out to prepare for their flights, all wanting to get their 5's and 6's and feeling utterly disappointed when they dont.

practising their R/T and just showcasing how stupid some R/T's might go but yea, it's all in the fun of it man!
like seriously:
seletar tower, skylark ops, radio check

who would have heard of this before? well we have. and im seroiusly certain that we will go down in history as being the most fun and noisiest course to walk through the halls of yfc.

even as the 'judgement day' draws near, i will have to say that even if i don't make it through, even though i seriously hope i do, it's been a great experience and totally worth my blogging about. saturdays will be empty once next saturday is over. and to think i wanted all these briefings to be over quickly when i first saw the orientation programme.

3 more sorties
3 more tries to prove my worth
3 more tries before it might end.

time to take out the frc and pre-flight guide book and mug my hearts away.

seletar ground, good day

2007-06-27T14:55:00.000+08:00

blog blog blog blog.

flew sortie 4 after chem paper rawr! haha
got 4 for sortie 4. HM.
my sortie grades are are on the line y = -x + 8 haha.
6 5 4
2nd wave is super bumpy.
doing s&l in alpha too = gg.
bad seat position = coaming is hard to see = hard to gauge with horizon = wings level die = s&l dies.
end of story for my s&l haha

ct's thus far have been reasonably ok actually eh!
econs is just, normally unclear.
maths went pretty well!
chem is just HM, i'll do better than expected (ie not fail) i hope. :D

left physics tmr and it's all done!

WELL i must say i screwed up half my R/T's today too LOL i wnet like
"skylark 98, oh, paya lebar approach, skylark 98 -message-" lol like a few times.
oen time i even let go of the transmission button >< WHOOPS haha must prep more and mental fly more for the next few flights.

straight
taxi
R/T

whoa! time to shower, nap and mug! :D

2007-06-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

jevon! says:
u noe all my dad can tell me about yfc
jevon! says:
is
jevon! says:
'prepare ur lesson'
jevon! says:
and cant he say sth else when ALL THE STUFF ARE ALREADY ON MY FREAIN TABLE
jevon! says:
cant he see dat im freaking preparing -.-

sigh. like i'm not stressed out enough over the upcoming ct's

and somehow it is NOT advisable to tell someone to chill when s/he is pissed. applies to me but i think it applies to most people. why?

1. it doesnt work
2. you just make the person more pissed in a way.
3. RAWR.

anyway today's mugging was ok la. liang and hans came over. did maths for the whole day. might do a bit more before i sleep i guess. must brush up on my integration! nvm shall chiong the whole day before maths paper too. shall finish up chem tomorrow and start on practising for chem. then sat read econs/physics then sunday, chiong econs and maybe more chem..

econs
maths
chem
physics.

kay! shall just jia you a bit more now. just erm steer clear of my upcoming bad moods >< cause i'm starting to get a little sick cause of the insufficient sleep. sigh.

2007-06-20T18:33:00.000+08:00

5 for sortie 3.. not too bad i guess. heh.

RAWR i suddenly have this great urge to fly. and i'm like super jealous how tung ba is actually going for 3 days in a row liao! flew on tues, sim today, flying tmr.
then edwin flew sortie 5 today, 6 tmr.
jamie 4 today, 5 tmr. RAWR
xuanyi and zhanming doing 3 tmr.
sammy and xinyi's on their sim4.
chiengks has finished 6.

hm. somehow, i just wanna whine now! i wanna flyyyyyy rawr haha

i mean i'm like not aiming for the free trip for the first two -.- but still! i wanna do my SIM lol. hopefully can do my sim on friday and fly first or last wave on sat or sth. cause nxt wk is like half gone cause of CT's.

ah! see how tmr. PLEASE SCHEDULE ME! lol. like give me sammy's flights xD lol evil xD haha.

anyway this new face wash thing is really causing my face to become DAMN dry. -.- rawr.

back to energetics. i don't wanna study anyomre ><

2007-06-16T01:04:00.001+08:00

woots i ran 25:00 just now! amazing.

but anyway, nice song from dear sammy lol.
honoured on my blog! hahahahahahaha..

taylor swift - our song

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
he's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
the other on my heart
i look around, turn the radio down
he says baby is something wrong?
i say nothing i was just thinking how we don't have a song
and he says...

our song is the slamming screen door,
sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
when you're on the phone and you talk real slow
cause it's late and your mama don't know
our song is the way you laugh
the first date "man, i didn't kiss her, but i should have"
and when i got home...before i said amen
asking god if he could play it again

i was walking up the front porch steps after everything the day
had gone all wrong or been trampled on
and lost and thrown away
got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
i almost didn't notice all the roses
and the note that said...

our song is the slamming screen door,
sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
when you're on the phone and you talk real slow
cause it's late and your mama don't know
our song is the way you laugh
the first date "man, i didn't kiss her, but i should have"
and when i got home...before i said amen
asking god if he could play it again

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
waited for something to come along
that was as good as our song....

cause our song is the slamming screen door
sneaking out late, tapping on his window
when we're on the phone and he talks real slow
cause it's late and his mama don't know
our song is the way he laughs
the first date "man, i didn't kiss him, and i could have"
and when i got home, before i said amen
asking god if he could play it again

i was riding shotgun with my hair undone
in the front seat of his car
i grabbed a pen and an old napkin
and i...wrote down our song

2007-06-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

whee! i got 6 for my sortie 2 today :D haha.

actually, i'm not in a very whee mood now somehow. the stress for CT's is getting to me. chem econs and everything is not getting into my head. i can't complete 75% of the maths questions. i can't freaking understand chem bonding (not that i've really tried). econs is like abstract. and physics is just, cyclical. sometimes i know it, sometimes i don't.

and to think it's only 4 subjects.

i think i needa do something to my room to make it more conducive for studying. nothing seems to be working out for me >< actually not really, but it just feels that way.

rawr!

mood: angsty

2007-06-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

whee! had sim today, or technically yesterday. haha went pretty well with chiengks teaching me (fellow course mate) then mr. hi came in for like 10 minutes. lol! then finished up my sim in total half an hr? did like some s&l stuff too. pretty exciting man!

flying sortie 2 tmr!!! haha oscar delta again. hope the plane doesnt die on me. screwed up ailerons apparently last time or sth. and apparently im flying with ng ct says sammy? haha. whee! sounds like a good day ahead. memorizing vital actions before take off. total 15 of them >< lol hope my brain doesnt wipe out tmr. memorized quite a bit of stuff already hahaha! ah well. damn fun leh actually xD hahaha if only don't need go sch and just fly haha! i wish... heh

hm needa get back my tut 5a from jia some how. shall think about it tmr after flying. somehow after flying feel damn braindead. it's like you just finish one paper during the ct's and you don't want to do anything hahh! ah well. shall attempt to do more work tmr. 1.5 weeks to ct >< must jia you.

and add pw. rargh. shall go think more about it too. and HM mr stuff? :P whoops block out. not supposed to do :D shalll worry about my admin stuff after ct's heh.

kk off to more memorizing then slp!

:D

2007-06-12T15:08:00.000+08:00

whoa! it's really been a long time since i last blogged aye! haha..

let's see what stuff has gone by in the 2 weeks i've not blogged ! xD

1. korea!!
2. mr cip
3. mr house d meeting
4. first sortie for yfc!
5. yfc
6. shopping!
7. mugging!

haha so yeap! korea. :D really fun! or quite la haha. well it was pretty interesting cause of the tour group. interesting in a not so good way i suppose. the story is that there was this group of people who were always late for example, you tell them to meet at 2pm then they'll happily stroll in at 215pm or so. then on the day when we went to the theme park and we were supposed to meet at 4, they didn't turn up and after waiting for like 40 minutes, the tour leader got fed-up with waiting so we left for our next destination! leaving them behind with his assistant to wait for them.

because of this, they got damn pissed and started to complain. along the way sparked many 'debates' in the bus where all i did was to attempt to switch off so everytime the bitching started about each other, i would try to go and sleep and just ignore everything around me. so in a sense i did get a lot of rest from the trip! hahah well.. even on the last day, like 1 hour before we were leaving on the bus ride to the airport, they argued again -.- like seriously! get over it! ah well.. that's the more interesting part about my trip! xD haha.

just went around and visit tourist attractions. went to jeju, waterpia, everland, teddy bear museum! -coughs-, and many other places la hahah xD

HM.. mr cip, the whole world told me it was 'rather successful' in the exact same words. well, who knows aye? haha. glad that it went well anyway :P

MR house d meeting! lol. we were supposed to meet at 530 at chompchomp. nette yanjie and i met at around 545-ish and sat at chomp chomp. lol! waited about half an hr till ning came. then 15 mins after ben and yen came i think. liang joined us after cause he was studying at the club. HM.. so YEAP lol we ate ate and ate some more till like 730 where we EVENTUALLY left for my house to have the meeting. lol! started at 750 and lasted effectively about 1hour only? messing around for the rest of the time hahah! damn fun la xD must have more house d meetings. though ben and liang ah. IRRITATING PEOPLE hmph~ haha. anyway, we are quite efficient la! 1 hour meeting, minutes are 5 pages lol. gg man!

anyway! on thursday i had my first sortie for yfc!!! damn exciting la. though fruity is a bit strict, i guess it's for the better. michelle (yet another one) from 151 says his debriefs are very detailed and i guess, all for the better la! i shall do well!!!! made a lot of stupid mistakes whilst doing the checks. lets see i spilt the fuel, almost walked into the wing? yea.. shall not list out anymore lest people think i'm some noob and shouldnt be in yfc xD hahaha!

anyway my second sim is tomorrow! so exciting rite :D shall go mug some more of the things i need to know later. like quite a lot man. heh~ all the R/T calls, checks and stuff. HM.. shall refresh my memory at night.

WHEE i went shoppin with mummy yesterday :P how much i spent shall not be disclosed just that you all should know that i am very happy with my shou huo! :D hahah! so fun man. but cannot do it too often if not waste money. haha!

so yeap, right now i'm just doing maths revision questions thingy. the 50 questions one. hope to do like half of it today? haha. most probably not going to happen though. i took like 1+ hour to do 5-6 questions? gg man. i'm gonna failll! heh ah well. functions is hard xD quite haha. haven even reached differentation and integration. lol MY TUTORIAL 5A IS WITH TAY JIA EN! so if you read this, do find a way to return it to me :P lol.

that's all for now. I WANNA WATCH SHREK3! HM... will ask around soon i guess. :D anyway wanna go on a date? :P ahaha. that's all for now. back to mugging!

p.s ran 26:04. just for record :P

2007-05-30T20:14:00.000+08:00

haha hey pple!

piano exam is over
ccal camp is over (not that i went)
i'm going korea now.
and i'll be missing out a lot of stuff. OH meeting, OG dinner, MR cip, YFC and many other things la shan't go on :D
i ran 24:46 on monday i think. hahaha

and yeap~ just wanted to say see ya all folks when im back next wed night.
don't miss me! and have fun at all your stuff :D holidays just started ya! hahaha :D

cya all~

2007-05-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

whoa whoa whoa. i just feel like blogging!

did my simulator today. really cool! hahaha pro flyers :D hopefully i can fly soon hahhahahahah!

doing open house as function. not really complaining BUT.. bleugh nvm xD haha!

tomorrow, going for MS after 3rd lecture. bleugh. missing 2 hours physics and 1 hour chem. all the important stuff. gg liao. haha!

piano exam in.. 4 days to come. RAWR.

k ive angst.
now let the world angst on me. xD

'the youth of singapore do not always have it easy.' to what extent do you think that this is true?

totally. my GP essay. hope i do well. looking forward to getting it back.

GP CT was pretty exciting. nathaniel on my left, kovan on my right. somehow, haha, it's pretty funny. :P

and maybe after all, the pple in open house are cool too! :D

work plan SEMINAR tmr. WHEE

and lets get our 10th gold. all the way raffles! 27th's match support will rock the house down tomorrow :D

2007-05-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

HM for once i feel relived! like the night before GP CT is like the night where i feel totally shuang xD maybe cause the idea of not having to wake up early on wednesday feels really good somehow. but well, i do have piano from 10-11, before going to school for CT at 1150, then going for tennis match support right after that. well, seems pretty packed but i guess it'll be ok! hahaha~

GPGPGPCTCTCT. shall just go into the damn thing with a clear mind! hahah and hopefully do relatively well (ie pass) xD hahaha! i won't be able to write any brilliant essays yet anyway. shall attempt to read more over the coming year. and like during the holidays must really work harder! rargh. whee work plan on friday and saturday. quite exciting. hahaha some how i get damn excited over council stuff. like last time elections also damn exciting! hha

SO. i am off to rest now :D bleughdslkfjdslkfj dsfd
i seem to be doing better for piano :D heehee. half a week more. just half a week.

26:32

2007-05-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

well this wasn't the most conducive weekend i must say. i spent a little amount of time on piano only. and didn't really do much work. but the only thing i can say i did was that i ran. but still, that isn't much of an accomplishment.

26:32. somehow i take a longer time going down than coming up. but ah well. nevermind i shall go brush teeth, take vit.c and go sleep. house d meeting tomorrow morning.

ah well~ i can really sense myself getting really really stressed over piano. it's like how i just want to give up on it and not play anymore cause i'm so lousy and i can't take the stress of going for the exam and that the piano is pretty lousy -.- what's with the uber loud bass and muffled keys. i might as well don't press the pedal anymore which i am pretty much considering you know -.- which means on the day itself hm. i hope i don't screw up my chopin. not much time to practise in the coming week. only have monday, tuesday (maybe) wed matchsupport, GP CT, thursday jjc invest, friday matchsuppor workplan, saturday workplan,MRfarewell then left sunday. and the next day is exam liao. doesn't really seem that my exam is coming. but i'm totally just getting angsty now.

sigh.
sigh.
sigh.

nights.

weekends

2007-05-19T21:57:00.000+08:00

whee! i love the weekends! even though my Saturday's for about 3 months are gone due to YFC and other stuff, but who cares! it's real fun haha! so yeap today had YFC. and for that i had to forsake ccal briefing (anyway i'm not going ccal camp though i'm super irritated over that), interact busking and council thing in the afternoon. :( so yeap, the sacrifices that i have to make haha. i'm making myself so glamarous.

anyway, i'm in house d! lol for the first time i'm actually in like the 'exco' of the house of sorts. like in RI i was just totally like just helping out with the exco and doing random stuff cause i felt like it. but well, now that i'm in the house d, i shall do my best to serve the house and council/school! :D haha. house d comprises lynette yanjie yenlin benedict leening and myself! haha. so exciting right! looking forward to a great year ahead. hope the incoming batch of M's and R's are cool :D

so yea, was just like comparing house between RI and RJC. there is actually a big difference cause like house d is now part of council and everyone actually has a really specific role in doing things unlike last time where lang/elton and co were the captains of the house yet they were prefects too so their time was really split up. so i guess, now we can really focus our attention to school stuff. guess it's better too this way!

anyway blu-tality was kinda fun! haha. just spent the time hanging around the walkway to the canteen roaming around and watching people do random stuff hah! so yea.. now i shall just relax and pack my room and maybe do some work and stuff.

tomorrow is a day whereby i chiong everything. homework. piano. yfc. everything i have la in other words. piano exam in 8 days. tomorrow i'm going down to millenia walk to practise at the studio. hope i do well. shall go practise again tomorrow morning before i head down. pretty stressful but it's ok! i am really really determined to do well. hope i can survive the week to come! once it's over i can really relax. just have to work on my toccata and ballade and i should be done! :D

jiayou to myself!

well see ya all around sometime then. shall go organize myself now :D

2007-05-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

whee invest is over and im finally an OFFICIAL 27th councillor :P i can wear the funky new badge to school tomorrow. :D well invest was really fun even though there were some hiccups along the way but i guess everyone managed to learn something from it and it was really thankful that we did not just stand there and scream and cry or do something totally ridiculous. hahaha! it really feels good to come home SLIGHTLY earlier now and not reach home at the disastrously late time of 1135pm last night. but well, it really is true that we fond the strongest bonds in times of adversity. think council camp. think late nights out. think campaigning times. it's really through all these tough times that strong bonds can really really really be forged :D (not that i'm saying that they cant be forged otherwise :P )

well, hopefully i can now blend back slightly into my old life and not get so uptight over council stuff and totally just not 'yin shui si yuan' and forget everyone who has helped me get to where i am. it is really great to know that i have many many WONDERFUL friends behind me :D it IS pretty cool you know and it's really a great feeling to have people cheer for you. like during invest, my GREAT class and GREAT friends all cheered for me! YAY! hahaha~ i think i really owe them a lot :P so everytime someone 'suans' me about that (don't ask why) it actually feels good LOL. ok ego bubble growing. :P

but yeap, these few days have been very meaningful with all the days that seamlessly stretch into nights and then into day again with just that short period of going home, bathing, playing a bit of the piano and just going off to bed. life goes on after that. looking at the previous batch of councilors go with people like cynthia, kartik, christine and everyone else... i'm starting to realize that i can really learn a lot from them. :D

anyway, random thought. it's miraculous how i am actually 'surviving' my school work still. and somehow, as i was telling sammy, i'm actually living quite a relaxed life at the moment even though i have like piano exam (-.-), yfc, council, interact, studies BLAH and all these misc stuff to do. hahaha~ everythings turning out well and rather smoothly at this point in time so yeap, hope nothing else goes disastrously wrong. i think i'm starting to lose my eyesight. and looking at this blogged box with the majority of the screen being white is not helping my eyes. time to look out far far away and relax my eyes. maybe i'll just go to sleep now. hahah! yeap! that's what i shall do :D brilliant! hahahaha

so yeap, just want to say a huge THANK YOU to the invest comm for putting in all their efforts in planning todays invest. 27th still <3 you :P
p.s2 so exciting! i saw tsang at match support earlier haha. well RJ won SA :D brilliance! and the finals is next wednesday during our GP CT -.- die. ok

piano tmr
piano on sat
piano on sunday
wish me luck. only 1.5 weeks more till exam. i'm feeling the stress. time to buck up. laters all!

2007-05-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

lalala~

i am BLOGGING. kay random.

HM why does no one want to tell me what department i am allocated too! HMPH.

wellwell, there is piano tomorrow morning at 8am so i SHOULD be getting to sleep soon. but well, i am chatting more still haha!

tomorrow, like last sunday, is chionging day. where i chiong my piano, chiong my tutorials and basically everything i have to do till the next sunday comes along!

so exciting! this coming wednesday is invest! which sadly i have piano after? so hope i can do my tour first then just leave and go for piano and maybe come back after? lalala. 15 more days. just TWO more weeks till my exam. after invest its full steam ahead for piano. i am sort of giving up on my GP CT too. hope i just can write well on that day. getting my 57%'s for essays (like last years CT2) is pretty common. in fact its like above average! LOL just kidding.

so! today was yfc! we learnt how to wear life vest, safety stuff and like radio telephony. i am going to DIE memorizing all those stuff la! like checks and stuff. RARGH! HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW! shall go write out my radio telephony stuff like tomorrow or sth. its REAL long and many random stuff to remember!

skylark xx seletar tower ldkjfsldjfkdsjfosdjfsdjflksd jflksj something like that la! shall mug that soon.

rargh woke up this morning with a bad sore throat/slight fever. lucky i just DOUSED myself with water. 3 bottles and counting thats like ok not really a lot. in fact it's what i SHOULD be drinking normally. HM that means im not drinking enough normally. rargh but at least now i'm pretty ok cause i managed to cure myself! wheeeeeeeeee haha

kkay shall go off soon! cyaz all!

oh
p.s i LOVED the SYF dances from indian, chinese and modern dance! SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

2007-05-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

hm physics test tmr! and im felling sleepy. needa practise piano too! then shall just study physics and go slp. heck about tutorials for now >< hope i dun die!

hahaha~ so anyway, im not going for CCAL camp :( cause i have piano exam on the first day and the earliest i can go is on the second day of the camp, in which ms hor says ill be missing 3/5 of the main activities so not much point going anyway. she was really nice about it though! hahaha.

HM. 26th got YFC + council work plan day/week. i wanna go for work plan! but then got yfc flight brief on that day. HM crap haha! kkay shall decide soon la. dun think i might go for work plan in this case >< AH

invest
sleep.

2007-05-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

WHEE! k ill shower first before i blog

-goes to shower-

k im back! haha

today im relatively happy and 'free' now. emphasis: relatively.

finished pw:gpp, piano:programmenotes and piano:practise. managed to sort out some stuff oso, decide on some stuff oso, and just think clearly for a bit. well, i noe e coming week is gonna be tough on me wif some decisions that will be pretty hard to make but ill have to make em somehow.

today i learnt e value of 'live everyday like its ur last' ok not everyday but at least live today like its urs last lol! that sounds more realistic.

coming week, apart from tmr and sunday, everydays going home at around 9+. well, i guess this wud be one of e reasons im glad i didnt join exco. if not my piano yfc everything will just die now. and yfc is really gonna kill me. i wonder how im gonna handle that. but for now, piano first. just 3+ more weeks and everything will hopefully be over. the stress of not practising, the stress of not going for lesson every week. everything will just come down to this last 3 weeks before my atcl recital exam. but then.

ccal camp falls on that day

stuff to do tmr:
1. morning meeting 715@ LT@
2. find ms hor, pay lynette $2, ask elton about tuesday's GM.
3. bind piano scores that i photocopied (better finish fast now)
4. hm what hw do i have (ah heck)
5. class phototaking
6. practise dance with zhiying (shall ask her later)
7. help out batch project? (might have to go that a miss)
8. hand up ORA card
9. study for chem spa
10. plan for the next day and week to come.

i think i shall study for chem spa like sometime in lectures or sth. or like during tut or sth la! hahaha

tuesday
wednesday
saturday

days i have to make important decisions (of sorts)

tmr oso actually when i go look for ms hor and tel her bout my yfc + piano exam stuff. REALLY hope she doesnt slaughter me ><

k shall go pack my bag now and prepare for tmr. cyaz all!

2007-05-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

28th may --> diploma exam.
28th-30th may --> ccal camp at bintan.
28th night --> possibly time of me going for holiday.

23rd may --> GP ct

19th may --> last day of YFC orientation, day of ccal camp induction course, busking.

16th may --> invest, piano

12th may --> yfc course (9am - 6pm), dance night 730pm.

11th may --> physics lecture test

9th may --> IHC bridge, piano

8th may --> chem SPA, gp compre, council GM, phantomoftheopera

exciting life.

haha.. it's getting really messy now man! and like. even an organizer isnt really helping to organize my time much better nowadays. i feel like im lost somewhere and cant really find my way out.

i have to find ms hor by monday so that i can settle my council stuff. sigh. i really wonder how it'll go. ><

kay im off. piano in 7.5 hours time -.-

2007-04-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

i am tired.
i just wanna relax.
i want a carefree utopia world.
have i taken more than i can handle?

rargh!

anyway today went to esplanade library wif sammy/arie to find stuff for my programme notes! managed to find stuff on my ballade and sonata. left britten and toccata. well shall ask yuleng to help me -halo- :D:D:D

rargh.
add
'im sick'
to e list above too.
and i wanna slp
rargh match support really takes up a lot of time -.-

i shall stop taking on new stuff for now till EVERYTHING finally dies down.

dental tmr
internal elections 2 tmr

my day is gone again tmr.
my piano teacher's gonna scold me again on tuesday.
and on wednesday.

rargh!
i need time. and energy.

i shall stop wasting time for now. cyaz

2007-04-26T17:53:00.000+08:00

hi laufun.
bye laufun.

:P

=(

2007-04-25T16:29:00.000+08:00

hey pple. hows life!

im gettin REALLY worried about piano now. my teacher's oso like kinda pissed at me =( my exam's about a month away and i have a lot of stuff to finish still! >< nvm i will practise more! must have determination. just pass now and finish it once and for all.

anyway, i am sorry if my previous post has caused any distress to anyone at all!
i really have NO evil intentions nor am i saying that our candidates for captaincy are bad. nor is hanson saying that they are unfit or sth! but well.. just to prevent controversy i shall remove that bit. ><

really sorry! and i wish everyone all e best. rite now my own thoughts is that i am caught/tied up between who to vote for. and NO my vote is not neccessarily going to lynette for WHATEVER STUPID REASONS UR PPLE MIGHT HAVE! hmph.

and ya there is NOTHING going on between us. i SO want to kill junliang. to think ive been so nice to him about nats and watevajjdlkjflskjflkdsjgflkjfodsjfodsj flksdjf. piece of crap! RARGH lol.

in fact, ya im really quite nice to everyone la.! how often do i actually suan someone.
like ya pple. was about to list a whole list of names but that wud just mean gg to me haha! so ok. nvm ya! those pple who are GUILTY ah.. better watch it tskie.. niceness has it limits. like when ok nvm. decided not to be lame.

anyway! so exciting. dental nxt monday. internal elections nxt monday. pple tell me if u think i shud run. :D for exco. not 2.4. :D really a bit lost atm.

yfc
piano (for now)
interact
council.
studies
life! xD

ya sth like that la. heh.

2007-04-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

well, i just happened to feel like blogging now haha. weird. anyway~

today did work, prac piano, went to sch to help MR paint banner and ta-da now im at home studying for maths and just thinking..

council is confusing. and well, i guess e remaining 5 exco spots will be fought for pretty hardly. i guess myself, ill just go for e sake of letting myself know that i have tried. if i dun make it too bad i guess but i can live w/o it :D yfc all the way i guess for then! (even though it will still be yfc all e way no matter what) haha

guess ill just see how things go.. and yea, life in council really is pretty exciting. wonder if ill change too much along e way. well, hope ill still be e same old person like ill always be. change is good. too much change, not too good xD

randommmmmmmm..

2007-04-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

hey all! haven really blogged in a while haha and yes my posts are becoming shorter! hm.. well, haven really been spending much time awake i guess :P hahah! im totally understanding how my sis can actually fall aslp wif like e lights, fan, comp and basically everything still on! post council camp was uber tiring especially e first few days! ESPECIALLY during killer tuesday where i had PI due, chem mock spa, econs lect test, gp essay to write. followed by match support which was pretty fun/slack haha!

wellwellwell.. tmr is internal elections for pres/house capts! not really elections la just electing e nominees? :P haha shud be quite fun. wonder who will run! and i wonder how long it will take too -.- haha hope it doesnt take too long. must practise piano!

im gettin REALLY worried over piano cause my exam is ya, like a month away? and i have A LOT of stuff to do. piano wise. i haven learnt finish 4 pages of a piece and its gonna take at least 2 weeks ot just learn it finish. then must touch up chopin which has been going on FOREVER! then touch up e rest of the pieces. britten mozart shudnt be THAT much of a problem but i need time to practise still. then e bach's tocatta is what i haven finish as of yet. i really need to play play play! then programme notes for exam.

and investiture is coming up on 16th may. im really happy i didnt sign up for it as this is really my busy period >< heh. YFC's starting nxt saturday. dentals e monday after dat. second round of election is on dat monday too! mayb ill take off my braces then :P then go for like second round of elections. which leads me to my question, shud i run for exco like secretary or treasurer? really no idea at all man. and well council wise, oh SHIT i just remembered about e welfare proposal thingy. couldnt believe we actually really had to do one. lucky muhd volunteered to do it since he is 1. free, 2. has much experience in writing proposals. ahahah!

oh yea next problem. bridge. i dunnno wat to do. im most probably not going tmr again. cause even if i do ill like leave early again -.- having MR council dinner at 5pm so to all MR councillors who read my blog o_O which isnt really a lot haha! 5pm @ amphi okay? :D haha will confirm again tmr morning. yea so yeap bridge, im really not sure how im gonna go about it. i feel bad leaving waikuan in e lurch la! >< sigh~ haha shall see how it goes.

ok tmr morning must return waikuan maths tut.

anyway! i wasnt online the whole night cause i was fixing my comp. installed norton again to remove spyware's and stuff. not really a lot. dunno how they got on la. its like after i came back from camp my comp started to lag real bad. must be from some of e PW stuff that PEOPLE were sending me :P j/k hahah! but yea anyway, hope its cleared up now. e scan is taking forever la. almost 2 hours liao? 146k files atm. 4 risks fixed. HM..

so yeap, well. i spent my time doing chem tut, maths stuff, listing out my list of to-dos and im startin to totally feel this unlimited wants and limited resources thing settling into me now. >< theres really SO much that i want yet we do, and really only do have 24 hours. no more. no less. so there's that much that we can do with our time. rargh. people did warn me that JC life is gonna be hectic, it's gonna be fact-paced, and it's not really a place where you can lead a slow life. well i never knew e true extent of it till now.

but anyway! i shall persevere for now :D looking forward to all the new stuff that will be starting soon. gettin fully invested as a councillor. yfc course starting soon. progressing in RJ. haha~ but time's really flying by. only tonight has been a night where i actually really just sat down and started doing stuff proper. been like a long long long long time since i last did that. ah well~

anyway! heres an early HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE! my dearest council buddy whom.. yea did like .. counts 60-70 pushups for me? >< heh!~ ah well~ happy birthday anyways!!!!!! :P

ok. im going to end my post now.

p.s FASTER FINISH THE STUPID SCAN NORTON! RARGH

2007-04-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

im back from camp! survived it of sorts. :D

slept from 4pm till 5am after camp haha! bet i was one of the first councillors to slp all e way. xD

so yeap! tmr is dday.

econs test
mock spa
gp essay
pi due
pw gpp (which im ponning heh feel quite bad eh ><)

wushu match support

nods. totally man! first 4.5 blocks ill be totally drained. wish me luck! haha hope i dun blank out for econs. will just crap my way through i guess muahahah! mock spa shud be ok i hope. memorizing comments now. almost dere! then off to bed. k cyaz all! need my rest. best of luck to chinese dancers for syf :D

2007-04-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

council camp!

work to do/worry about when im back (just a reminder)
pi
pw gpp
econs test
maths tut
prac piano
napfa
reach cambridge ><

k done. off now! cyaz

sleep!

2007-04-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

haha its an irony im posting at 1230am and im gonna talk about sleep! :P

these past few days ive been trying to catch up on my sleep in view in upcoming ocuncil camp where its gonna be tough, not gonna get a lot of slp, and its gonna be physically and mentally draining says the paper.

and prior to that, ie tmr and friday, deres some stuff which i will have to finish by in lieu of nxt wk too! pi due, econs test, etc etc. so yeap busy busy. well, hopefully everything goes well tmr. might borrow waikuans maths tut 4b lol

haha so yeap, last night i just fell aslp wif everything on -.- comp lights fan. lol beginning to seem like mich xD hahahahhha! mayb its just jc lol but anyway, hope it doesnt continue. shall try to slp more :D and hope everything goes well soon.

when yfc starts ah lol... time to die. mayb ill just stay a low-profiler in council and just do wateva i have to. really hard to say! and i like my buddy - christine! haha. dat was a random comment :P

anyway! yeap done packing and stuff (im gettin really organized nowadays im dam proud of myself filing my stuff without being forced to!). gonna need to buy ANOTHER file liao. 3rd one coming. hahah! two files are filling up wif all e worksheets. so yae guess one file per subject haha! as in e SUPER big file kind.. heh anyway! yeap im off now ba. cyaz all!

i have

2007-04-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

today,

i have done my draft PI
i have practised piano
i have gone to the gym with junliang
i have read TIME
i have stayed at home for almost the whole day (luv it!)
i have vacuum-ed my room (;))

and well, im just going to slack around now and watch tv and chat now.
long week ahead!

wheeeeeeee~

random quote: However, this problem could be solved easily by giving out freebies from sponsors to increase participation.
it just made me l-o-l. ;)

. . .

2007-04-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

partying wif pple u dun even noe really sucks.
end of story.
especially if the crowd isnt really ur type ><

but any-oh-how thanks for invitng me and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA!

haha. well piano thingy tmr. and bluebloods meeting. shall try to squeeze in a bit of practise between. hope everything goes well. actually if i can just remain calm in front of the audience i shud be ok. haha but i tend to go too fast at the climax-ish part la! rargh. haha

shall slp when my hairs dry. nights!

lalala

2007-04-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

16:07 - 22:08 - 148

haha heres round 2 of thanks to all those who aided me to become a councillor :D

christopher zhao wei min! lol little piggy who has kindly let me skip his chorale concert and forgiven me for not going for his thingy with him last time! :P lol wheeeeee thanks for helping me pull votes (i assumed u did) so dat random pple voted for me too :D

ong yeow hua! even though so nasty at times! (like how u were totally enjoying urself watching us as the results were unveiled on tuesday), thanks for helping me gather that MILLION of votes from the gazillion pple u noe la ok? :D :D -hug- hahah! gogogo run for interact BOD, ill nominate u! and then, I will laugh at u -sniggers- :D

nicole tan ser hui! even though its a bit random dat SHE comes up here, but im pretty thankful for her help in pulling votes for me (like how she cheated her friend into voting for me) and stuff like that. hahaha! yay!

interact and df pple! i was pretty amazed when pple like gekmin and joey voted for me! i mean, im really thankful that they did too! as collectively, now it is really evident how friends/friends will support you in one way or another haha! always good to leave a good impression i guess :D

2h/4e pple! haha to those whom i said ill treat drinks, dun forget to ask me :P just dun ALL Come at once if not ill just DIE. thanks for voting for me even though i might have started to become a little distant frm some of ur! ie harold and co. :D thanks a lot haha!

anyway! thats all the pple i can think of for now, ill do my best in council ya? :P now i wonder wat i shall go for. sianyings askin me go for house capt but im not sure. =\ house doesnt seem that.. interesting in RJ in a way. im really 'lost' atm. and i heard council camp is gonna be bad. LOL i shall SLEEP more before the camp -hopefully- :D so yea, nvm i'll wonder about how my council life will turn out, and whether or not ill have to drop any ccas. wish me luck!

finally, my life in RJ has settled down.

council
interact
yfc
bridge

i want all, yet i know i cant have my cake and eat it too. rargh! bridge? it seems like the weakest link amongst the grp but bridge is really fun in its own way and i can just trash talk with waikuan all the way! and after bridge camp! sigh. im really at a loss.

then during todays assembly, so many new programmes were introduced. H3's, reach cambridge, external stuff etc. it's really evident how RJ is really putting in a lot of effort to give us the best education possible and exposing us to many things which we normally would not encounter. reach cambridge sounds really fun! going to cambridge for an 'immersion programme' of sorts but hell, it's super duper expensive! and i dun think i can make e cut wif my 3.78 GPA when it requires 3.8 >< lol 0.02 gpa! rargh! hm.. and the cost of around $5.5k totally puts pple off too! the tuition fees for one wk is like $3000? gg lol. ah well!

nvm shall see how it goes. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi! :D

laters all!

:D

2007-04-04T00:51:00.000+08:00

lalala im lost for econs essay outline. and i just any-oh-how did it (and the gp one too) i hope i dun get scolded tmr.

ANYWAY I MADE IT INTO COUNCIL!!!!!!!!!!

:D
:D
:D
:D
D:

thanks to everyone who voted for me! haha~ wellwellwell, now to wonder which dept i'll go to :P but we'll see again! haha. after elect's meeting on thursday.

rargh. now im more worried about piano. >< actually, i always was more worried about piano. haha! k going to pack bag and slp. and hope everything goes ok later haha!

ta-da

2007-04-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

:( why so many pple watching phantom of the opera!! rargh :( i want to watch osooooooooo

sigh~ haha ah well.

council voting is over. in around.. 17 hours time, i will noe e results haha! rargh. kinda excited/nervous/worried. the usual flurry of emotions when waitin for the results of anything and everything just naturally fills me up as i plough through my GP homework. (sometimse i wonder why veluri gives us so much work to do when she only has like 1.5 hours? doubt she can even go through everything) haha! anyway, hopefully other pple are more hardworking now and more active in class since she 'blasted' us last wk. hahaha!

so yeap. tmr end at 315. gotta go remove all the coolio smurfies from around the school. campaigning was really a truly memorable experience. the super chionging of speeches in like 20 mins. practising like 3 times then goin up on stage the next day. stayin in sch till 9-10-ish to do the board. stayin over 2 nights at my house to paint our smurfs. randomly wandering around singapore trying to find paint and cloth and just randomly getting off upon seein a paint shop. feeling super duper tired (like now) till i get a headache and just want to die? lol

so anyway, my thoughts just go back to the thing that results are out. in or out. hm, really hard to say. ah well, we'll just see how things go!

anyway, now that campaigning is officially over! i would just like to say thanks to some pple whom have totally made this period of time much easier and memorable:

"campaign manger" liang! hahaha~ thanks a lot for coming over at weird times to buy us supper, dinner, breakfast. helping us in school putting up banners, posters, fixtures. going around shamelessly to promote us, begging pple for votes (literally). giving out stickers. and just helping us in every way possible that was totally out of ur way. reallllly grateful! :D (i shall treat ya dinner sometime soon haha!)

kennedy! :D well, thanks for stayin over that night after ur canoe-ing camp where i noe u must haave been dead tired. really appreciate u stayin up alone to cut the stuff when all of us were just dying and going to slp haha! wheeeee really helped us a lot :D thanks bro! haha (treat ya dinner sometime soon)

my fantastic og! :D on monday when the rains poured, and the banner broke, and things were all quite messed up, i really have to thank your for helpin me handle the banner then and helping me to fix it :D really appreciate all the effort and support that ur have given us :D

well my class too :D thanks for voting for me LOL (even though i admit i shamelessly voted for myself ><) but well, haha glad ur to promote me to pple ahaha!

and finally, everyone who voted for me today WHEEE! SO, we'll see how things go tmr. right now i have to go finish up my GP. CYAZ!

whee~

2007-04-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

campaigning is over.
voting is tmr.
whether i make it into council will be known in 2 days.
haha.

anyway~ i guess i shall just hope for the best and that everyone i noe or dunno will somehow end up voting for me! i shall go bug everyone i noe to vote for me! soooo everyone whos reading my blog now, please vote for MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE tmr :D

soso, its been a real busy wk, campaigning stuff was sort of finished by wed so yea, kinda started slacking on it after then cause was really tired out after the late nights for the whole wk before than. especially like during the 2night stayover at my house where we chiong-ed out all our smurfs for our campaign :D well at least, it was pretty effective i must say. hope pple will vote for us! and that we all make it in.

so yeap, busy wk has gone past. campaigning was a real blast.

yesterday was a real blast too, in the busy sense. friday started bridge camp. had night walk on friday night. watched shutter and walked e same route for night walk as interact. but after interact, night walks aint that scary i guess. lol haha. then on saturday, woke up, had breakfast (2 slices of bread), went for council video shooting, lit wk production meeting, went for interact until 615, then went back to bridge camp. haha. played night games and i tell u, broken charade is just HILARIOUS i tell u. LOL play wif waihan. lord of the rings from pg turns to r21 -.- LOL DAMN FUNNY MAN. try charade-ing hippopotamus. LOL and titanic. xD dammm funny :P even though we didn't win but hahaha, priceless man that moment! cheers to bridge grp1 :D

so broke camp this morning. went for breakfast at macs alone. thanks michelle for the lift home hahaha~ then did half of maths tut 4a, finished them chem video (finally after a gazillion years) and played piano. :D pretty eventful day. include me sleeping for 1 hour too. hahaha~

wheeeee im gettin pretty excited about tmr. i mean, i do hope i get in la, cause somehow, after puttin in a lot of effort into campaigning, stayin up those sleepless nights and stuff, it's gonan be real sad if we dun make it through and all our hard work just seemingly goes down the drain. so yeap, everyone do vote for the smurfs tmr yea? :D

lalala. il just go chat now hahaha~ i needa talk away my thoughts lest i start to really worry about council and stuff. well as i told yh, whether i make it in really may not matter. not saying that i dun want it, but well, i guess we'll just see how it goes.

happy aprils fools!
happy birthday kaibin!

:D

JSLE - smurf it like ya' mean it!

2007-03-27T00:09:00.000+08:00

for a smurfin' good time,
vote for jevon! shuting! lynette! elton!

2007-03-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

i made it!

nxt step: campaigning

but well as all things go, it just feels like post-interact results release. apparently deserving pple didnt make it through and im startin to feel a little bad. >< but well, i guess since i made it through, i shall do my best and go all e way!

sry chris for not being able to follow u and MAYB not going for ur concert. sigh.

busy.

ok not really, considering how i just slacked e whole night off. feels so weird, exciting, yet indifferent.

whee! vote for me.

heehee.

2007-03-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

EJJJJJJ
rj's interesting.
council interview results
piano
pcme gp
whee!

stuff.

2007-03-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

tristan prettyman
random yet fun chats
fan fiction o_O
failing econs
back to sch
new crappy timetable
readjust again.

whee.

daniels reading me. totally. :D u shudnt have changed combi (despite ur rotten grades for econs :P)

ok anyway. no more student tickets for phantom of the opera. gg. how! ok randomising off to bed. cyaz

blog reading

2007-03-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

reading blogs is a very very very very interesting thing to do.

1. can learn more about other lives
2. can see things from their perspectives
3. can experience and learn about issues which you thought might have never been there
4. can just know more about people and stuff going on around you!

so yea, i do make it a point somehow to read pple's blogs every night! :D well, really get to know more about pple la and learn about interesting issues! whoops :P

but well, sometimes, reading blogs is a bad thing. if u learn that pple start talking crap about u la. haha~ dats one downside. or u learn that ur frens are feeling sad and stuff and u feel dam halpless just sittin there, across the computer, feeling like ur so near yet so far from pple whom u wished u could have helped make happier. (sounds so interact-ish) anyway. well yea, i guess, just try to do one's best la! (total randomness) haha.

anyway, today had my yfc joyride. mine was pretty much pretty dam boring. lol! only went around the area above yfc but i guess that's gonna be pretty much of where im gonna spned my time shud i make it in la (which i hope i do) heh. so familiarize myself wif that area :D hahah!

so, tmr's the last day of school holidays. it's sorta been a holiday la. ok mayb not actually.
ppp
outing wif snails+dan
yfc interview
joyride
bridge training/selection
theory exam (seems quite far away now actually)
band concert
hansons bday dinner
holiday homework.
possibly dinner wif vietnamese tmr? or mayb wif liang and co. yea.

ok ive actually done quite a lot during these holidays la! pretty amazed at myself.

lol! i tihnk im too free now. starting to let my brain wonder. thinking of questions like:

why do i exist! (lol j/k)
erm.. what role do i play in my friends lives?
am i important there?
what do pple think of me?

lol rawr. questions im nvr gonna get a frank enuff answer sometimes i guess. can only let time tell? cliche-ness to e max!

anyway, thx bella for ppp ytd! was really dam fun lol messin around at ur house and at e park. even though i was alte, that half an hr walk dere was worth it! :D haha~ kay im off now before i start rattling more crap here.

2007-03-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

im updating NOW whilst im reading other pples blogs cause some snail is like complainnnning that i nvr blog for a long time. hahah! well.. busy days recently, ok sorta la hahah!

lets see. oh YFC interview was just ok/crappy la. the guy kept askin us rather difficult to answer questions like i got one which was like 'to you, what is the difference between the airforce and a commercial airline' or like sth along those lines and like 'benefits of being in airforce/commercial airline' like compare them or sth. rargh! hahaha totally.. i dunno hwo to answer, den like i answer liao then he'll elaborate a lot. heh but ah well~ nvm la. i think eveyrone was like that oso so kidna screwed. hahaha!

then after dat, thursday had oggg dinner where they went to stayover at nats house. HM apparently nothing much er.. happened? hahhaa but well dey talked about ghost stories apparently. which is total NONO for me :D so lucky i nvr go! hahahahah

then today! went out wif daniel sammy arie. oh sadly, apparently daniels changing of class has been like confirmed liao :( like hes oging to 6R which is like.. yewei, desmond, ediths class. or sth like that! dam sad la :( u noe why hes changing? cause like e class clashes with like HALF of physics and student devt. RARGH so irritating. sigh. so dere goes random daniel. my sorta good buddy for our 3-lectures-in-a-row budyd la! :( hmmmmmmm ah well! time to go find someone else to bug haha. anyway it was like dam funny. cause the snails were late? nothing new. then we wanted to try and ambush them. so, we were hiding behind e pillar waitin for them to walk by. then suddenly, we were like ah yo, where are they? then cause of DANIELS BRILLAINT BRAIN, we took like dam long to realize that oh they went by e other way to vivo cause there are like 2 exits to vivo from HF mrt ? lol so ya.. DAM LAME LA hahaha so yeap. after that we rotted for 2 hours at marche. LOL spnet only 22 la compared ot daniel spending like 30 or sth?! hahaha gg..

ooh after that went for PPP at bellas house. I TELL YOU AH I GOT LOST LA and its like i walked DAM LONG like 20-30 minutes just to get ot her house. her sis told me like ok walk to begonia drive then ull see the slope, den just keep walkin up e slop until u cant walk then turn rite den left then left. but then rite, when she told me dat, i was at like some ulu place at dunno where la! den i just arndomly walked and made one wrong turn. LOL luckily i finally managed to make it there in e end. was like dam hot eand everyything. heh. PPP was pretty fun la. and well, i just realized like e stuff we made for RE last yr, or made in the process of RE, the chocolate cornflakes thingy and stuff is like dam common la. haha ive eaten it quite a lot since i got to RJ hahaha! pple keep making . but its like real nice and real easy for u to get ur endorphins released via ur chocolate intake :P argh whatever! hahaha

anyway tmr is joyride! shud be quite fun i tell u hahaha. hope it doesnt rain or is too hot i dun wan it to get cancelled la wth. hahahaha! kaay l i still wanan go read my BLOGS ok. man i wonder how many typos ive heard. whoops :P ok cyaz all!

FLYING

2007-03-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

oh i just realiezed e page loaded! heh.

ANYWAY, bridge selections are over. waikuan and i managed a 4th out of 8 positions? dunno how e did that oso -.- den zhe got 7th?! wth rite. i dun understand how they count e points lor. i mean we played ok/quite sucky then still get 4th?! gg man. i made one wrong bid i noe haha 5club when i shud have went 3nt. at least down one only and still in game contract but ragh, played wrongly a bit here and dere. so didnt make a few contracts >< shall work on that nxt time! heh anyway, i wonder how e selections will go but i think if if get in and zhe doesnt get in, i might just quit la, not making much sense haha. or ill just ATTEMPT to give her my spot. seriously, a noob like me gettin in and someone as pro as her not? no sense. >< so well, see how it goes!

anyway tmr is YFC INTERVIEW RARGH! TIME TO FLY! i hope it goes well! meetin chris at 1130 at orchard. having lunch then heading down to yfc place for interview by 155. apparently snails fren going oso. HM hope it goes well tmr! after tmr is basically slack for e whole wk. thursday nothing on atm, hope dere wlil be nothing on den just stay at home and do work. oh mayb got og stuff hm.. friday, outin wif snails, ppp. saturday tentative joyride. sunday slack! monday sch start. RARGH

dats kinda fast.

:( hahahah fine. nothing else to do, gettin quite restless over interview. its like council part2 la -.- >< gg hahah! tell ur how it goes tmr!

wonders of a blog

2007-03-13T00:47:00.000+08:00

ok, well. i dunno. mayb im just bored, or mayb im just random, but ya, this is just an apologetic post to everyone who has felt offended or thinks i hate them, or they hate me or sth for some queer reasons dat might have arisen somehow.

all things stated in my blog are like, totally meant for pple whom i might have wanted it to go out to, or mayb not. sometimes if u read sth here that might just be in a fit of my angst and may somehow have clashed wif ur bad moments, i apologise for that because 99% of e times, i guess it's not really you im referrin to. even now, haha if u read this and this may or may not be making sense to u, just leave it at that haha! well, i like to be indirect in most of my posts because i guess, thats more fun in a certain way and i wun have a gazillion backlashes like say school suddenly wants to kill me or sth caues i blackmouthed someone or something. haha! so yea, hope everything/everyone will read things here wif an open mind!

marvels of a blog.
misunderstandings are totally abundent online i have to say.
rargh!

15:57

2007-03-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

grp photo!

guys photo!

haha! so yeap, hanson is now 17! hes gettin oldddddddddd. hahahahaha! anyway heres a late happy belated bday to hanson!

well it was a real fun 'party' or dinner to celebrate it especially wif his two dearest 'friends' there ya. xD hahahahah! well, hope things go well between him and his beloved la oops!

hahaha shant comment much la excpet erm.. keep up e good work? lol totally random now!

anyway, deres like a whole day of bridge ahead. zzzzzzz i shall attempt to wake up earlier later hahah so that my whole day wun feel so wasted. gotta prepare more for yfc interview oso. but well, like after realizing that singapore only has 3 fighters, 4 local air bases, and like a million overseas bases in like australia, us, indonesia, nz, msia, thailand and stuff. haha! seems pretty exciting after all. or mayb not!

so yeap, off to sch later at 12 to bridge.

we are the bridges between........... lalala!

oh ya random comment: lol! just now i went to run! woots lol. extended my runnin distance from my house to market now. (along 317 route la) so now i took 15:57. quite slow haha anyway, went to park after that. then, i realized its actually really quite nice to just sit in the park at night and mull the time away. haha was kinda funny though how i was atop the thingy in the park sittin dere alone, then there were 3 other couples in e park. lol! so romantic rite! xD like totally -.- hahahah~ so yea, i think i shall go to e park and sit dere and stone after i run everytime now. real nice! haha

kk just extra note for the dear snails arie and sammy! LOL SO WE ARE GOING ON FRIDAY RITE?! xD BYE BOMBERS!

2007-03-11T00:59:00.000+08:00

haha my exams over! yay!

time for e holidays. and my slp.

i have tons of things to do/that i want to do/that i need to do. sigh. truely, man has unlimited wants and we totally have a finite resource.

time.

time goes by, so slowly.

oh really?

theory! rargh

2007-03-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

oh no my exam is tmr! im wooorrried =(

anyway, guess nothing much i can do except study and revise and hope for the best ya? heh. hope all the composing stuff is easy la. just dun give some funny, ambiguous key with super funny rhythms and melodies dat are just so dam hard to sequence and copy. especially those wif all e accidentals and stuff! rargh.

anyway, its the start of e hols! went to eat at fish and co. at novena square wif class :D dam fun la! haha dam long since i went to fish and co. haha spent $45 dere (including shanhui's meal cause i paid for him first) haha. so yea anyway my holidays seem dam packed la. my YFC interview is on wed now. -kabish-

saturday: theory exam + band concert
sunday: hanson's bday dinner
monday: slack/prepare for interview?
tuesday: class outing?
wednesday: yfc interview
thursday:
friday:
saturday:
sunday:

last few days all nothing atm haha! but shall do hw, and mug or sth la! hahaha~ sounds fun xD

kk survivor just finished. shall go read through my theory stuff once again before i go off to slp and wake up. wish me luck!

2007-03-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

hi pple! its wed now.

thursday
friday
saturday!

not a lot of time left! rargh! and tmr is o2. i wonder how our new member is like. hahah! well guess it'll just be more of spending more time with e og haha! more fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun times! :D but well, like now dunno attemption to pass a gazillion messages which im pretty sure almost everyone noes liao la! like. what to wear, what to bring, what time we dismissed and all that crap! haha. kinda irritating that im receiving and attemptiont to clarify info when my sources are contradicting each other sometimes. and add on to that that my phone is like, not really workin well sometimes, or mayb its just e person i sent e msg to who didnt read it ya? lol like dear kenendy!

anyway, im officially out of wow. why? cause my account got permanently banned/disabled whichever sounds nicer. its real sad how like after 2 years of playing its finally gone, nvr to come back again no matter what i do. my dear character whom i have spent so much time playin is gone. just like that. sigh~ fragility of life? lol! in a totally warped way i tell u.

so ya back to theory. i still have to go look through the 4 periods before i go off to slp. baroque, 1600-1750, diatonic, chromatic notes, sequencing, narrow dynamics! classical, 1750-1820, principal chords, simple accompaniements, homophonic, narrow dynamics. romantic, 1820 -1900, chromatic modulation, chromatic harmony, wide leaps in accompaniment, sonorous, wider dynamics. 20th century, atonal, widenote leaps, syncopation, chromatic notes widely used, irregular time signatures, frequent change of time sig, whole-tone/pentatonic scales. woots lol that was like a crash course summary on the 4 periods.

so yea! im off to mug some more and just plonk on my bed and slp. oh ya gotta find my orientation shirt first! cyaz!

everything just comes at once.

2007-03-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

i have no mood to do anything.
i have no time to do anything. (that's a lie)
it just feels crappy to want to even do anything now.

i shall not do my chem tut.
i shall copy maths tut tmr.
i shall not do my econs tut.
i shall study theory during and after lectures tmr.

right now, i don't want anyone to go in my class and og.
snail 3
jevon w/o e j
xiaoyan whos voice is uber cute!
cheryl whos like totally quiet!
daniel? whos like my total random-ness partner during lectures.

it's real sad that some of em might really have to go. what will happen to e suanning? sigh. i think ill just go off to bed now. and let my sadness go away.

good luck everyone.
good night everyone.
good times in the past,
good memories forever!

11:19

2007-03-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

haha ok these random numbers are just my timings la haha! ran tonight :D haha! finally after a long while. not bad la considering my timings keep improving! hahah~

wellwell, tmr is a slack day, lessons end at 1230. og dinner at 630. hope can get a treat from nats aye? ;) hhahha! real fun xD

nothing much atm. econs test was decent, couldn't really have studied much. nothing really much to say except i fear my death as my theory test looms upon me. just 6 more days to go. and it's all over. i might never have to touch theory in my life ever again, or mayb i wud. who noes heh. i wanna play e piano now someohw. my pieces are so nice to hear actually! but well, my bach's toccata is like, uber gay! hahaha e last 4 pages take a zillion years to play. its all freakin semiquavers and just to sight read the thing takes forever. lol i wonder how long ill take to learn it! but i shall persevere! shall finish my moderato and nocturne first haha! dam easy piece xD

anyway, shall go drink water, blog hop a bit more den go to slp!

So You Think You Can Dance - RAMALAMA (BANG BANG)

2007-03-04T16:27:00.001+08:00

totally man!

2007-03-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

haha! back from camp at jalan bahtera which is opposite sarimbun. as in really directly opposite. when i reached its like u can just feel and remember the memories deeply etched into our minds during sec1 orientation camp. rolling in the mud, being mud's best friend and hearing 'if ur shirts clean ur not a rafflesian' sometimes heh.

so yea, camp was just ok la. not as interesting as i thought it to be. really wanted to go kayaking! :( ah well. did e stupid raft thing which i did at OBS too den played some games, den some rope activities. didnt hike back to sch haha acuse of rain apparently. heh.. well camp ya just that ok lor. pretty boring in fact. and well the camp to me, has... helped me to noe pple better, like really and just see things more clearly. somehow in that sense i just wish i didnt have gone for it and just live under that facade of ignorance. hahaha! -kabish- so yea.. nvm la~

anyway today went liangs house! to gamble zomg!!! hahaha i lost $4, nats won $49, after counting, i realize liang lost $50plus. e rest just maintained their stuff and won a bit lor. heh~ interesting aye! xD hahaha lucky he doesnt read my blog wooooooooops but im not saying anything. im like the nicest being around who noes thing but doesnt say anything. btw, i would just like to say that there is NOTHING between whoever u think i have sth wif and me. to pple in my class and to other pple too. ya.. i mean, well suanning and gossiping has its limits for different pple la i suppose, some pple might be able to take it (like me :D) but some pple might not, so i guess just watch out for other pples feelings la and dun just.. do so for ur own entertainment -.- ><

kk im off to bed, gonna wake up at 930 and use bong as my alarm clock :D luvely! xD haha. k nighties then~

p.s i luv e video on sianyings blog man! i didnt realize ramalama bangbang came out on so you think u can dance before la! its e song used for MR's DF curtain call if u didnt realize anyway, ill link it up sometime soon if i can. LOVELY!

it's over!

2007-02-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

haha! physics test is over! piano is over for the week! council interview is over!
and well, i did reasonably well for all of em i guess.

im not hoping for much but i just hope that ill be able to get through. but if not, it's ok too i guess. so yea, just happy that it's over. felt that my interviewers were real nice and friendly. hope everythings goes well :D shan't bother much about it till its closer to 26/3 where e campaigners results will come out >< then stress again haha!

anyway~ tmr's off to camp! and well, im just oging to enjoy and have fun wif ma wonderful class :D haha! and junliang's dearest class s03g which consists of my dearest ONG YEOW HUA, QUAH WAI KUAN, NADIAH, lynette, natasha and co. haha somehow im FAMOUS there now thanks to DUNNO WHO AH! -.- suicide man! haha

so anyway, yeap shall go brush teeth, put on my irritatin rubber bands and head off to slp! hope it doesnt rain tmr!

cya pple on friday. :D

2007-02-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

well. its 28th feb officially now. samanthas birthday. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA LEE MEI XIN aka SNAIL! xD hhaha~ well..

so i have
1. physics test (shall study some more during tuts)
2. piano (finally finished it! just a couple i dunno, shall write some random lines during tut or maths lecture)
3. council interview (shall just ponder over life later haha)
4. daniel's production meeting? --> well im gettin myself involved in it and hopefully, i will be able to cope wif my commitments la~ heh. when lynette/nard asked me if i was joining the organ transplant drive or nards SEAYC thingy, i was like.. i should/feel like i can benefit out of it but well, can i commit? ><

anyway~ i just hope everything goes well. been a little angsty tonight! heh. well, point to ponder. sometimes, pple like to observe things ya? but well, wat makes u think ur observations are rite all the time? heh! well, sui bian la! im just frustrated tonight wif all my things clashing. -kabish-

random note: i cut my hair. and i think it looks a little cock. like dam guai look or sth ahaha~ crap. >< two crap hair cuts in a row.

k shall go to slp now and rest for tmrs heavy day. gotta come back straight away and start packing for adventure camp. how fun! we'll be kayakking! :D been a while :D

2007-02-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

im supposed to be offline now xD hahahah! well, didnt want to stay online i suppose. feeling a little angsty ><

ah well! teenage angst is a common sight amongst.. teenagers aye? xD hahahah!

earlier had dental, have 3 rubber bands in my mouth now -.- dam irritating its making my mouth quite sore la! >< i wonder how im gonna survive tmr hahahah~ as in wif e hassle of taking out e dam rubbe rband to eat -.- dam gay! ahaha quite hard to take out and put back on some more >< well, guess will have to sort it out after.

heh tmr is a sian day in sch wif 6 periods of sorts in a row. chem prac x2, student devtx2, gp then econs

i shall do theory + prepare for my gp presentation during student devt hahah! shall sort out my stuff for tmr now. im fallin sick >< shall slp by1130 so tmr after coming back, can mug physics and do theory. not much time left >< theory exam nxt saturday! all e best.

hope everyones council interviews go smoothly, mines on wed >< wonder how it'll go! good luck elton, lynette and everyone else whom i noe whos running. could only rememeber them atm xD hhahah! cya~

2007-02-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

stress time is coming again! but well, its learning how to live with it right? haha well, somehow, if im not working wif e rite pple i just blow up super easily! remembers RE in sec 2, thinks of gp presentation/project now.

ah well, GP presentation has sorta sorted itself out :D discussin tmr before i head off for dental! haha hm oops, i think i just lost a couple points in the GP thing when i replaced my file wif junliangs one oops >< haha heck! nvm just 1 or 2 points only heh.

k so dats sorta done, left wif theory. managed to do wat i intended to do :D shall do some tmr during lectures or sth! hahahahhahaha xD

haven prepared for council interview! crap >< then pianos going quite fine atm :D then erm.... physics test haha haven studied gg ok quite ok la so far everything :D

still happy that MR won DF :D

going to eat sth then slp nights!

wooties

2007-02-25T01:05:00.000+08:00

YAY WE WON DRAMAFESTE! IM SUPER HAPPY MAN! ALL THE LATE NIGHTS WERE TOTALLY WORTH IT! DRAMAFESTE IN RJ SEEMS SO MUCH MORE WORTH IT THAN IT WAS IN RI! HAHAHAH!

anyway, the prize presentation was totally deja-vu in an inverse manner. in the RI DF i took part in, we won like a lot of prizes but didnt get e best play, but here, we didnt win anything but won the best play! zomg!!!!!!! :D:D i was like junwei, "hm this sounds familiar eh" during the prize presentation then when we really won i was just super duper uber happy! :D :D :D

kudos to all the cast who have worked like a million hours rehearsing for the play! i tell u it was really not easy and my heart goes out to all of them. crew is really nothing compared to the cast as we only sit there and do the extra stuff whilst dey rehearse. so even though i stayed back a lot to just help out, its really nothing la! so grats to the cast and directors! but i must say i did a good job oso la xD -pats self- hahaha!

so yea, i think im going to slp till 1pm again. like earlier -.- hahaha! pigs galore xD kk im going slp now. dun wanna wake up too late cause i have a million and one stuff to do zzz. laters!

2007-02-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

rargh! dramafeste is tmr! hahaa~ pretty excited and yes im really really doing e stage lights now! hahahaha like last yr just dat last yr i was doing sound and this yr im doing lights :D muahahah! so pro~

so yea, i hope MR does well tmr! we are capable of it la im sure :D it was pretty funny how dey were practising their projection earlier at the parade square at like 930pm haha! dey were all shouting and attemptin to use their diaphragms to project louder. sounds so much like choir thingy and stuff hahah! so yea i just stoned after the thing. xD

well tmr 3 lectures, gp, braek physics. 330 - sometime bridge. then dramafeste. :D haha sounds exciting! long day ahead hahah~ but hope ti all goes well. shall take photos tmr xD fun fun fun!

k im gonna pack my stuff for tmr den go off now. tech crew needs rest oso la i tell u! xD nights!~

p.s my council interview is on 28th feb 440pm >< quite worried
p.s2 my chem test got relatively gg-ed lol

sometimes in life

2007-02-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

amazing. i just finished minesweeper expert in 169 secs. lol a bit far from my personal best but ya, at least i finished it lol. :D

haha u noe that phrase 'sometimes in life' that dear kennedy has liked to use so very often, is actually quite common u noe. in a lot of stuff that i read somehow have e phrase 'sometimes, in life' and stuff like that. pretty funny u noe! hahahah~ its like. did dey hear kennedy say it? or did kennedy hear them. i believe e latter ya? ;) hahaha!

anyway, its like back to crunch time for me again. busy busy busy. i just realized how close my impending theory exam is on mar 10. yfc joyride is on mar 17 where il be going wif e dear snail sammy lol! dramafeste is coming up on fri and sat. 23 24 feb. adventure camp sometime soon? probably 1st 2nd march (dats yh's dates too) and ya.. basically dats e impt dates. nxt impt date would be my council interview i suppose. i really erally hope i get in. its one of those other kind of things where i really hope i want, yet i only have this feeling that it'll get snatched away from me. like e so close yet so far feeling. ><

so tmr is a busy day. shall study chem durin df rehearsal xD i wonder if im doing e spotlight. its dam irritating la! its dam hot and quite rigid (hard to move). so ya, i pity e pple sittin near e spotlight lol! if ur going to dramafeste sit far far away from e top right corner of e LT facing e stage. its DAM HOT -.-

hm.. today basically i stoned at home and played wow. lol. i wonder how many pple noe im actually still playin. like every now and then when im free im playin la haha! hm.. -shrugs- sometimes i tell pple im not playin, sometimes i tell em i do. haha! well i am playin but my account expires on mar 1st. so we'll see how from then haha!

man regarding e council form, its really quite interesting. i, for one, was dam stressed over it. and its pretty funny how some of us are gettin real uptight over it. unlike dear yh who gave me e big chicken on take5 day whos like, oh if i get it ya if not nvm lor. but well he decided to drop out so hmph. fine~ haha nvm he can vote for me :D well back to e interesting point haha ya! its like we're all wondering if we sent it to e rite email, shud i say anything in e email or just send it blank, did i type e subject correctly? and stuff like that. heh~ well, guess it really does show how serious it actually is. wonder when my interview is and hope ill do well. shall get to preparing for it over e wkend. mayb will ask kartik or cynthia about it. hope for da best dats all i can say now!

anyway going off to slp now. i wonder how many pple went overseas durin cny. i noe chris did lol! ok i going off first aaha laters

2007-02-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

boo! i just stayed at home all day. nothing much to say now
shall go continue to watch keithbarry: extraordinary. nice magic show :D

bye all!

gong xi gong xi

2007-02-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

yo pple! been a while since i last blogged haha.. mainly cause on e wkdays was caught up wif dramafeste rehearsals then after that in the coming wkend, was cny hahah! and been out and busy wif some stuff..

so well well. tmrs monday and its still holiday :D bongs and junjies bday!!
oh wait its past midnight already!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENG BONG AND LEONG JUN JIE!

hahaha! dat was funny xD im losing track of time and i can really feel time running out. i got a lot of work to do over e couple of days to come yet i have to go out to pass e phone bill to an sometime soon. causeh ave to pay by 20th RARGH. mayb ill just help her pay first. i better stop procrastinating lol.

lets see, must study chem and econs cause got some stupid tests coming up on thursday -.- then just do e rest of e stuff for normal like physics and maths tuts. then do theory and prac piano cause of my upcoming exam. seems like im gonna be taking my dip exam in mid year. hahaha. i dunno, i highly think ill be stoppin after that la. no time. ><

im gettin stressed out heh. i think ill wake up earlier later then finish e work.
lets see, i needa do tuts, theory, burn pics, fill up council form, pass bill. go kens houe? ah sth liek that la haha. i think i needa add some stuff to my room oso its dam bare now! heh. and yea.. i dunon! shall leave it till tmr. mayb i'll try not to leave e house haha and just stay at home and clear my work one by one. needa get in e mood! wish me luck!

oh ya how could i forget

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! 恭喜发财，红包拿来。祝你，万事如意，年年有余，学业进步，身体健康。

dat felt like i was wrting a sihan. lol! nvm nights!! :D

dear valentine.

2007-02-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

i wonder what actually is the purpose of valentines.

to express ur love for someone?
to show off how rich u are and buy a million flowers for pple?
exchange of gifts and just be nice to everyone else?
put on a superficial front so that u dun feel so paiseh if u nvr got anyone else anything?
or just help to boost the economy is the floral sector?

like well.. ive not much comments to make. it might just turn out to be a whole load of crap for me. well, like seriously, what's the point of making cards dat might turn out to be so crappy that the pple u give it too will just throw it away as soon as they get the right chance like say chinese new year? out with the old and in with the new?
yesyes, it's the thought that counts and as long as ur sincere, ur hardwork will always be appreciated. but well, it does take 2 hands to clap ya, and im pretty sure ull need someone to reciprocate ur 'hardwork' and 'effort' shud u decide to put it in and it is best to noe that noe everyone is that way, there are those pple who are just materialistic and after the fame and don't really care about other stuff that doesnt look aesthetically appealing enuff for them.

well now, it's like 1215am and im just wondering to myself, what can valentines do for a person? to me, it's pretty much just a normal day except lil be like carryin a million flowers around giving them to any of my friends-whom-are-girls-that-i-know but actually, i think the corniest part will be when i give them to the girls in my class and say 'hey! this flower is from daniel, junliang and i. we wish u a happy valentines day!'
indeed, the thought is there aye? but ain't it gonna just feel so dam weird when u receive it? sometimes it really really wud pay if pple could think from the other perspective and not just be so single-minded in their thinking. and sometimes, appealing to others sympathy might just not work anymore.

tmr there is maths test, piano and df tech run. i wonder if ill have to stay for e whole rehearsal but hopefully not la. but actually it doesnt really matter to me. nothing much up on thursday anyway~ haha! except for econs essay and physics tut to do. ok fine mayb got quite a lot la ahah~ shall remember to kope an econs essay tmr.

so anyway, last point of thought for today, is my life that interesting/boring that im so nice to gossip about? almost every other time that pple have an opportunity to pounce on me, they do. or at least the WEIRDER pple will like, 'hm he doesnt have anything to talk about leh! must dig out sth' then ya pple will eventually dig out sth, though its like, totally false? no comments. well, pple can talk i suppose, its quite fun to just suan them back in their faces when the real time comes. as for now, i guess its just time to be careful where to lay ur trust in pple.

happy valentines day.

402

2007-02-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

timeline of tuesday, 13th feb:

750-1230pm: school-> lessons
1230-3pm: have lunch, do work (econs, chem tut, theory, prepare vday stuff?, rearrange dental etc. etc)
3pm: dramafeste briefing
430-6pm: council nominees briefing
7-9pm: df rehearsal :D
after dat, come home, prepare vday prezzies (or sth la dunno!) do theory, prac piano, and all da shit for wed. mug maths etc. bleugh. busy busy busy. i want thursday to come and ill just chiong all the stuff over CNY. seems dam no life la ahahah! wonder if ill have time in the first place oh ya crap i just realized i dun have many more lessons before my theory exam. nvm shall work harder!

anyway, dere are 402 nominees for council. quite a handful are droppin out i suppose. wonder how it will eventually turn out to be. im number 289. heh~ right now im wondering if self-nominating myself was/is a good, bad, right or wrong choice to make. well, i guess deres nothing much i can do atm so i guess ill just go wif de flow and hope for the best. right now, im just hoping that NOTHING clashes wif
1: my YFC joyride
2: my theory exam
3: my dental dates from now on (cause im reaching de end liao la!)

and ya sth like that for now. im super busy. its midnight and im gonna get started on my econs essay i suppose. wish me luck, shall try to slp by 1 :D probably just write a bit to get started den finish off tmr or sth ahahahah! nighties.

in the act.

2007-02-12T01:25:00.000+08:00

back row: daniel, timon, brenda, yixuan, xiaochong, shiyu
front row: zhuojing, me, jiaen, germaine, sherry, elaine, gekmin

im back from interact! and well it went quite well la! :D hahahaha so rite now its like 130am. but ive gotta finish my theory stuff and probably do a bit of tutorials. well, i slept from 3-11 just now la ARGH after coming back from interact hahaha. it was real fun though. no regrets at all. shall elaborate about it some other day i guess. just wanted to say hi and thanks to all e new pple i met and what a nice group we have :D hahaha!

shall go do my work now :D

O.2

2007-02-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

hm.. so today was collection of results.
and tomorrow is interact camp.
for the first time im actually feeling like yeowhua as to sayin 'oh man how am i gonig to survive this camp!' but well, i guess everything will be fine la i suppose :D

o lvl results was bad. i did ok but well, im not the most important. a lot of pple i knew did badly.
bleugh.
i dunno wat to say. sigh. hope everyone doesnt feel so sad after a while.

im going off to watch survivor and contemplate my future over the nxt 2 days. g'nights

O.

2007-02-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

rargh! minesweeper expert 143 seconds! :D yay i broke e 150 second mark heehee.

welllwell. today i finally took a nap in the afternoon. though its dam irritating la its like super duper hot and i cant slp properly. fine mayb nxt time ill just turn on the aircon haha!

so tmr is collection of o' lvl results! i wish everyone i noe whos not in RP to do well :D especially those in my og and classs! ALL THE BEST! im super confident everyone will do well though hahah! good luck!

so i have a lot of work to do >< den deres interact camp over the wkend sigh. and its still kinda irritating how e interact pple keep stressing how dey like wanna review our membership if we dun seem to be commited enuff or sth -.- like seriously? its like throwing their weight around la zzz but nvm! i shall persevere and see how things go after e camp, mayb its just a front for now. seriously hope it is man.

so im kidna sick now. down wif flu or sth. lets see wat work i have to do!
gp presentation! (though luckily mine is on 27th feb woooooo)
physics tut
maths tut
chem tut
econs essays
theory!

and everything is due by coming wed/thursday except for e gp thingy! ARGH! this is crappy. like every week my cram time is durin e first 2 days den thursday and fridays are like uber slack. and OH SHIT i must not forget that!!! its so irritating man. its gonna be like 4 hours of bridge online zzz shud be fun. ill attempt to play properly wif waikuan -coughs- LOL

k looks like im dead la. im totally going straight home after colelction of results tmr. must pack for i.camp and do work. theory most impt. heh~ tutorialls HM.. -shrugs- xD k

once again good luck for all tmr! hope i do well for chinese. anythings fine for me actually. just above b4 can le :D hahahah! cyaz!~

truth or dare or truth and dare

2007-02-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

technically, i told everyone im slppin now. but somehow, i just cant get to slp. well i was watchin csi:miami earlier so dat was why i was up earlier though i went off. but like now, deres nothing to do except entertain e thoughts of going to sleep. HM.. i wonder wats wrong wif me, im like whining to everyone how tired i am in school yet here i am stayin up till 12 (which isnt actualyl very late) hahah and not sleeping. -ponder

well today was pretty much the slackest day possible for me. chem prac where i totally screwed up yet finished earlier than other pple somehow -.- den 2 hours student devt break. den gp. HM. we totally just played truth and dare for like a gazillion years, i mean 1 hour, during the break la! well. its pretty amazing and the stuff u can find out from the game :D with the masterful me thinkin of almost all the questions -.- well my dearest OG has certainly crafted me out well to play these games properly LOL. sry to anyone whom i might have subtly offended but yea just for fun la k? :D kudos to daniel, liangjie, valerie and junjie for being so sporty and doing all the coolio dares like shouting '08s06j rocks' 'i love liangjie' and telling mr edwin lim (my physics tutor) dat ur dam cute! LOL oh and ya shanhui oso! for going up to mrs kong (the other half of my class' maths tutor) and tellin her her teaching si good hahahah! dam funny man!

well well. i might just say that truth or dare is kinda tiring hahah! after all e laughing and stuff, but well im just glad we had fun! :D tmr shall be a busy day, and mayb not going for chamber is a blessin in a disguise? i have like gp to do. which isnt really much actually but yea, i dunno! a lot of stuff to catch up on. i totally just copied the WHOLE maths tutorial 1 from waikuan la. i hope i dun fail functions. >< im really really bad at it.

so well, evidently liangs got some problems now >< hope all turns out well for him! but a message to him: DO NOT EVER LEAVE RJC! if not I WILL MURDER YOU! ok i think ill tell him that tmr :D

hm lifes gettin more interesting, yet more tiring at the same time. somehow, i could just stay in school forever wif my class or og. and just talk e time away watchin stories unravel itself. its exciting yet worrying, as right now, im watchin a ever-so-classic love triangle unravle itself in front of my eyes. i can prevent it yet it would just be so messy to get myself involved! im pretty happy that im clean for now :D HM..

so well vday's coming up. shall see what is to be done. i shall attempt to pack my bag and thereafter go off to slp lol. mayb ill go online first and make pple go wth? why are u back online lol. pretty exciting stuff!

ending pic for the day:

cool stuff man. :D

time to get off now. :D

2007-02-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

this good post is dedicated to samantha lee mei xin and ariella yeo yun jia from my great class of 08s06j whom have so nicely found my blog today!

well this blog is mainly just to comment how rj is this hugeeeeee social gathering in a way aye? cakes and biscuits and nuts? galore.. well what amazes me most is how people seem to noe more about me than what i think dey noe. and a lot of times, pple like dearest samantha and ari are soooooooo HM... -cant think of a suitable adjective- ahahah!

ok nvm anyway. ive totally lost my motivation to blog now. dark clouds looming ahead in lew of the incoming o'lvl results. not that its gonna affect me much or anything but yea. clash of the titans. (not really but i like e phrase anyway)

shall wait for e storms to settle heh.

p.s STOP GOSSIPIN ABOUT ME UNLESS U FIND OUT STH TRUE! -.- kinda irritating.

2007-02-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

haha here i am at 1258am. well first off

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG YEOW HUA OF 08S03G!!!

hahahaha YES ITS HIS BIRTHDAY. its kinda sad how i FORGOT to buy him his POWERPUFF GIRL PRESENT LA ARGH -kills self-

anyway earlier was hell of a fun day! went to ari's house where we uno stacko-ed our way to heaven and got a hell of a heart attack xD was DAMN FUN LA. esp stacko where i was too pro and couldnt die xD heeheee..

was super fun la hope we can do it again some time!

den went kartiks house! hahaha celebrate his bday. ken got dunked, sean got dunked, kartik got dunked. hope seans phone is ok!! >< OK ANYWAY I REALLY GOTTA SLP NOW. cant post anymore -.-

UGH nights

11:50

2007-02-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

HM. like boo! it's been a long long long while of like 1 week since i blogged. ive either been
1) too tired (though i dun think im 'fit' enuff to say that wif liang sleepin at like 2 every night?)
2) too lazy
3) playin wow? (not a lot)
4) doing hw
5) chattin
6) slacking
7) sleeping :D

ok e 7th point was for last night where i fell aslp at like 8/9 pm LOL so, sorry for all those convo's which i ignored xD had like 15 of them xD SO ya.. also, i kinda like missed e submission of e pre-u scholarship form today but LUCKILY, it got extended to monday. i totally missed e thingy cause i slept last night ma! then had no time to write e essay thingy. lol! kinda dumb cause like i stared at my comp at 640 this morning and tried to crap sth out but realized i coudlnt -.- so yea just gav e up this morning. heh~

SO bleugh, nvm ill do it this wkend :D

anyway i oso got down to handing in my form for YFC AND SHIT I JUST REALIZED I NVR HELP ME SIS ASK XD bleughhhhhhh.. but well nvm~ heh. XD so like yea, went down to seletar airport, realized it wasnt dat far off from my house (103 all e way) then. handed in. got medical for it tmr! and like theres this joyride thingy for it la and u noe wat, it totally clashes wif my grade 8 theory exam -.- 10th march. which is oso like hansons birthday? BLEUGH la. so irritating! den i have to change my joyride then i think it'll end up in sometime like april? or wtfux la. sammy oso says she cant make it but like hers is like nxt sat where i have e SPASTIC interact camp? oops u didnt hear that. i hope e campe is fun la. shud be i guess xD ah well! deres like survivor finale later. and after watchin/missing/fallinaslp halfway durin last wks survivor which ended at like 230? i shall watch it later and just see yul win. xD oops u didnt hear that too lol!

so yea shall just chat around later and den watch survivor :D tell u bout my medical tmr xD hhahah!

oh p.s to all, i got kicked/dropped from floroball la! or at least i certainly didnt make it to e team. i didnt even noe that this wks 'trning' was like part 2 of the trials. zzz so now im not sure if im even in e cca but yea, nvm la~ ill just take it that im out and PROBABLY run for council. i just wonder how yfc will go but well, chris and i are totally determined to make it! xD so yea.
interact
bridge
council
yfc. hope can handle la. and piano too. heh! ill slog it out. at most ill just go for yfc durin sch hours. i HOPE i can handle the workload. :D im determined! quotes liang
'for myself and myself' ok not. "for my future and my school life to be fun, i shall tahan!" xD hahahah! ok cyaz!

-im about to find out about a 'gay' whos in our sch -gasp--

oh ya i went to run again. and i totally improved :D

2007-01-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

woosh! i shall try and make a quickie den i can go off to bed soon.

1. my cousin in msia just gave birth this afternoon to a girl! so second niece i have hahahah!
2. i totally have to stay back for some sports talk tmr which i just missed today cause of some very reliable sources whom i asked yet told me e wrong thing. -glares-
3. im only going to sign up for yfc on liek thursday? cause chris/i not free again heh. sad
4. my piano has been changed to wednesday from 3-4pm.
5. its been real windy recently.
6. im like 3rd least fittest person in my class for long d running. sigh. nvm i shall improve!

ok i dunno wat else! shall flip through a few blogs and head off to slp after packin bag. nights!

2007-01-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

its sunday night.
watchin apprentice.
tmr it's back to sch.
back to e socializing and hanging around.
back to e mugging
back to e 5 days a week where by everything just.. flows
well. back to e days of doing napfa too i suppose
.

hm.

1-5 = 4

2007-01-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

i want my sleep!

ive no idea why, last night i slept at around 1 and woke up at 515am -.- like for dunno wat reason la! i just woke up zzz den i went to shower den went back to slp LOL dam spastic. anyway, right now my fourth finger on my right hand is like broken or sth cause whilst playin captains ball and i was the captain... at the beginning i dunno how to catch properly lol so yea, i hit e ball wrongly den now it's having its negative repercussions :( a little pain la but well i hope it goes away soon :D anyway captain ball is real fun! lol im a dam good catcher now and hanson + liang = gg haha~

so yea i decided that i'll chiong 2 theory papers tmr or mayb ill try to get started on one later or sth. i think ill slp like around 11 today hopefully. right now just gotta finish up whatever hw dere is which im unsure off. im not even sure if my chem prac answer is rite cause im like half aslp whilst i finished it up. i shud have done it in sch la heh.

hm i wonder if dere's any trials tmr like volleyball or sth! im not sure but teoh's was tellin me earlier hm.. mayb i just bring PE then see how tmr. im just super super tired and i needa get back on track for my work =( but i dun see anytime soon in this coming few days where i wil lbe able to heh. well well well, must go sch earlier tmr cause is someone's bday hor! and i was carrying e big fat present home just now la. hahahaha!

oh yes anyway, i got into interact zomg! i was super super super surprised la that i just didnt believe lynette when she was tellin me in e morning! >< well i'm kinda relieved now at laest i have sth to fall back upon shud wateva other endeavours i have happen to fail. e only other thing i really want wud be YFC for now i suppose. still haven got down to applying yet lor. heh~ needa go take passport size photo tmr i guess.

right now i'll go around bugging pple askin what hw is dere for tmr. apparently daniel says theres some econs news article thingy that we have to do? sounds vaguely familiar yet not familiar at all. well shall ask around now!

cyaz~

-man im falling sick-

12:46

2007-01-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

ok so ive got down to playin minesweeper every now and then again. and im breakin my expert record time every other day. i must say im indeed gettin quite pro at it. hm time of around 16sth now. shall try to reach 150 soon.

so actually, today has not really been a very productive day workwise and others-wise, not really much too. say e only thing constructive i think ive done was to go run!!! omg kudos to myself haha. after the dance floor, i suddenly felt hyper and in the mood to go run so i went off to run~ ran to tavistock park from my house. took me 12:46. elt takes 10 minutes -.- sigh im totally slow and i was almost dying liao lor. but wah it's really dam nice to run at night man, i think i'll go again sometime soon. heh~ the air is so cool and nice especially when u just started and run down e hill, it's as if nothing will get in ur way like that. heh~ real nice

anyway, well, trivia and food for thought:
which is more contagious? a good mood or a bad mood?

when uve solved it, u can move on to:
why are so many pple irritated/angry/pissed off/sighing nowadays?

then u can go to:
is it worth tryin to cheer pple up? or is it just a futile attempt and might only lead to ur mood becoming down too?

then u can go to:
bed.

haha! ok well. guess my answers but yea, u dun have to tell me anything. just thought that pple who read my blog shud think about these questions esp before u go to bed cause i realise before u go to slp u can really think quite a lot haha! so yeap have fun!

anyway sidetracking.
-refers to student development handbook-
love, lust or infatuation?
why so? does it matter? or does fame and being scandalous conquer all?
this is e only thing ive taken away from the whole book cause i feel its e most apt and most applicable to our jc life. -nods-

but then again, after u look at that, u start to realize again to urself that sometimes the world is just not fair!
-emos- lol just kidding. hope ive brought revalation's to whoever in rj whom has read my blog :D

2007-01-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

lol i just totally gave up on reading lizhengs 10k words post on orientation. seriously, im NEVER gonna make such a long post about anything lol. 10k for 4 days >< like whats the point of recording down what u ate everyday or sth. it's so gonna affect the future of the world! (evil grin) i only made it to half a day, not even before lunch, then i gave up. heh~

wellwell, yh is in ubin now. his newly found home :D and what a great day it must have been for him with thunderstorms showering upon us for like the whole morning/afternoon. well at least he can have a good night's rest i suppose ;) wonder how he's doing or if he has met any.. weird sightings lol!

i'm totally proud of myself as i have managed to finish all my hw today! i finished all that needs to be done for physics, chem, maths, gp and econs for the coming wk/lessons/tutorials! how great am i man. i can totally reserve all the rest of the time for theory!

so well for now, im just tryin to be optimistic all e way and just.. try not to get depressed over my nvm! why am i talkin about this. its been a great day today and im not gonna let it end so quickly. gonna meet up with ken elt and liang in about 15 mins so i think i shall leave soon. heh~ hope i dun get back too late. cyaz!

2007-01-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

sometimes u know u want something, but do u actually want it?
sometimes u say that u dun wan sth, but how sure are u that u dont?

im just totally stressed out now over several reasons. i mean despite today being my birthday, ><, it doesn't prevent the fact that i could have such a screwed up day.

well basically it started out great. i went to sch, met at l'odge and my og celebrated my bday for me! i really thank them a lot la :D especially for all the gifts and stuff.. im sorry that i haven thanked ur personally yet cause im really not in a good mood today/night so yea. il lthank ur all tmr k? :D so yeap, today i heard e birthday song 7 times in chinese/english/cantonese. so exciting rite!

anyway side track, my physics teacher mr edwin lim reminds me of joseph chong. both physique-cally and voice and slightly in his mentality i suppose. who noes haha i have 2 years to sort of 'know him better' and mayb ill post my judgement again soon.

so yea back to it. lesson blar di dah. and then lunch went swensens. basically dats where my bad day started from la .. well its cool that i got a few ice cream though i barely took 2 scoops out of it cause it melted so fast.. but yea i got a slight headache along e way then i just lost my mood for celebrating of sorts la. >< then boyi came, he wanted to shake my hand out of goodwill to wish me happy birthday then he spilt e cup of water. guess what, the bag wif all e presents was under e table and basically most of it just poured onto it. so yea i was kinda piqued/irritated about it la but decided to let it pass cause it wasn't really his fault...

then anyway lunch was over and when we were leaving, the bag tore. everything dropped out la so i had to just hold everything till i reacher like outside ntuc where yh went to buy his stuff to put everything in my bag nicely. and well, my bag as 'big' as it seems cant really fit a lot of stuff. so yea, it was kinda weird.

anyway basically, this is e point where i turn all emo-y and stuff and shout out to e world 'life sucks' and stuff.. sigh.

several things are bugging me at e moment but im not gonna say what they are.
it's like i nvr knew how some stuff so trivial or previously unimportant could now matter so much to me. ok la i'll just talk about dance. well apparently as zhao said, those guys who got called up yesterday were e ones who were caleld to go to audition for syf. well ok im fine i didnt get called cause i noe im not dam good or sth la. but rite, the thing is that now i realize and am startin to worry, if i dun get into dance, and interact is probably down e drain, what am i gonna do? e only thing im confirm in is bridge. and e rest, have to wait and see. and judgin from it, even if i run for council, what makes me so sure that i'll get in >< so yea, im just contemplatin my future as i told bong earlier but it doesnt look good. like sigh, i seriously dun wanna relive my 4 years in RI where i pretty much just wasted it and let it pass me like nothing at all.

2007's first 18 days have totally been full of up's and down's for me. and it doesnt even look like the next up is coming in the near future.

theory
cca
sch commitements
studies
not wanting to live a wasted life like in RI
piano
adjusting and adapting
waitin for my own life to get on track.

...

well sometimes , do u just feel like ur gettin used by people around u?
and msn is truely a marvellous gimick as u can totally hide ur true emotions as to wat ur saying and now i just have a serious love-hate relationship with it. cause u can so totally be used by others on msn, placing ur trust in those u noe, yet somehow reality just doesnt seem to reflect what they really are.

well sometimes, do u oso just feel that ur so stupid that u shud just dig a hole and hide ur head in e ground, hopin on one will recognize u forever and ever? it's just how im feeling rite now.

and well sometimes, it does feel good to inflate ur ego bubble and hope it doesnt burst but imagine when u dun even inflate it and somehow when ur not feeling too good, ur bubble just seems to lose its air and shrink and just vanish before it gets trampled on by millions of others?

basically, this is how a train of emotions rain through me today, knocking me over and making it almost impossible for me to do anything. i just suddenly feel like an idiot. i feel totally stupid!

and somehow, maybe i should just shut up, fade out and hide in the background and do whatever is the most normal. like that no problems will come my way at all, and mayb that way, i hope, i can just get past unscathed, and just let life pass me normally.

sigh life does suck at times. and to those who beg to differ, flip through ur life history book and take a peek at e times when ur feeling like me now, and ponder to urself, is life fun? (not that im sayin to go die la! -.-) but well, it sure is hard to go by!

emo out.

2007-01-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

HM... i need a diary. asap.

well today's been decent except for the interact interview which i totally screwed up. no mood to talk about it now! im feeling e stress of sch now haha! and cca's haven even poured in. actually i think im more stressed about the uncertainty of stuff rather than the actual work load. im pretty pretty confident and i hope i can handle the workload la. though i think this is just me speakin too early and soon after ull hear my complaining how im dying. heh... sucks.

so yea tmr's a really long day ahead! 6 periods straight w/o break. den lunch den off to dance auditions >< lol for the blur and unaware, i did sign up for dance. so shud be pretty fun la i suppose. well apaprently dere vball trials/clinic/thingy at around 230 oso -.- so yea.. i dunno ill probably try to scoot off to it after dance lor. no idea shall find out more tmr! i have like tons of things to do in e morning haha and not a lot of time.

hm sujun's auditionin tmr for piano ensemble! mayb ill drop by and listen to him haha~ i wonder how pro is he la.. pretty curious xD
so hm.. tons of things to do, pretty great bday eve for me.

og stuff along with it. its not really stuff to do but just slack time haha! og dinner at like 630/730 >< so shall try to cram as much work as possible witihn whenever im free tmr. shall try to do durin tut's or lectures though i dun think its gonna be possible heh. basically i just have to finish by end of wk (ie friday)

maths tut.
chem tut.
theory papers x2
and tell my piano teacher ill have to change my lesson permanently.

argh im feelin angsty again cause of e stress! shall listen to some music and just take things as they come. deres still thursday to go though i doubt it'll be much better though hopefullly more productive.

-sigh-
jc's kinda tough aye! i want things to setttttle down!!~!~~!~!

jan babies.

2007-01-16T00:27:00.000+08:00

so yeap, im gettin into e mood of bloggin late at night when everyone has gone off. 1230 now haha and so michelle has met michelle xD im feelin totally lame now! argh!!!! haha i wonder how many people i spread my lameness too tonight. ANYWAY, from daniel, my new pretty-good-friend from 08s06j :D hahah! heres his pick up line

hey! you have any raisins? no? how 'bout a date?

haha ok i actually totally shud not put it up on my blog so i can tell more pple in real life. i wanan see their reaction and feell.. like a lamer for once. xD but nvm! we'll see hahah~

so today was e first day of real lessons. so yeap i just planted my butt into LT1's seat for 3 hours straight and not gettin up lol. totally exciting man! lucky daniel nxt to me if not i think ill fall aslp. he's totally schizo xD LOL! imma evil...

ok so tmr.. double chem, student development, GP. lunch. interact interview. hahah! i wonder if ill get in for interact. -ponder. i hope so la haha somehow i think i shud have went for odac. nvm la hope for e best! ok so after readin yh's blog, i totally think im gonna end up nxt to liang for chem lab seatin lol! cause like he's 3 and im 4 -.- amazing how far front our register numbers are.

anyway i just totally missed melvyns birthday! haha.. i thought it was like today. (16th jan) but it was 15th jan. :( anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVYN! :D
may all ur wishes come true ! haha

OK im going to slp now. shall try to blog more entertaining stuff tmr. if possible ;) stay tuned!

2007-01-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

haha yes! i just blogged on e og blog :D kudos to myself. (im making it seem like such an arduos task)

ANYWAY! i shall sign up for YFC this wk to come with chris and whoever. haha shall ask my sis if she wants to sign up too. den everyone just go sign up together. hope we all get in though >< will be real fun! :D

so yea had OG outing today haha~ basically w espent hella lot of time walking around hahahaha and waiting. met at PL mrt den went to dhoby which so happened jasmine went to PL when we were going to dhoby. so yea we just waited at dhoby. den waikuan cheryl nicole and i started playing this game called "Set" which i tell u ah, makes me feel SO STUPID LA! im like staring at e stupid thing then i jsut cant figure it out >< sigh hahah~ nvm then eventualyl we ended up at mind cafe where we played this game called first impressions. pretty fun haha esp when e ez-link cards came out ;) mind cafe sure is a cool place anyway! haha~ heard of places like it befoer but nvr really went. shal lgo dere some other time again hahah!

den we went to play pool after that. well, im dam lousy la ugh stupid sujun. he reminds me of someone.. his behavious that is haha! but ok nvm i shant be evil and shall attempt to be politically correct tonight and totalyl diplomatic! :D hahahahah~ kk..

so its 1230 and im wakin in around 5 hours so i can hopefully be on time and meet bennett at raja block at 7 so we can go find 1f. eh i mean 2f :D been a super super super super super long time since we last met em. ibet half of them has forgotten about us liao la :( but nvm! i shal lgo tmr! hahah

oh so exciting, or rather not so exciting, full timetable startin tmr! gp pe break 3xlectures ec's tut. sucks man! but im ending my 'latest' tmr at 215. shall buy my GC and drop by popular to go shoppin for files or sth. i shall see how haha.. ok i better go slp man!

heehee.. this is for hanson! BUY ME A PRESENT NOWWW!@!@!#$!@$! :D if not ah... i kick you e nxt time i see u LOL ahahahha so evil of moi..

ANYWAY, shit i wonder wat happened to e cards for our ogls LOL probably lost somewhere. with kenendy. double shit. nvm shall ask wanxi/ken/whoever tmr! they are e only pple i ever talk to about e cards LOL weird..

OK im off to bed now.. hanson dun forget hor.. 4 more days only! i wudnt mind a treat at swensens too u noe :D hint hint i end at 1sth on thursday. (and i dun think i got any trials or auditions or wateva on that day) get it hor ;) THANKS, hugs! hahaha~

p.s hint wats happening on 18th jan?! -gasp-

2007-01-14T00:57:00.000+08:00

haha ok i just lost minesweeper and its 1am. wonder wat im doing up here now anyway haha~ ok i guess..

recently, i guess ive been real cynical, emotional, crazy, and everything tryin to just find the best combo to fit in well into RJ life. but in such a way, i have kinda lost control of some stuff. so i guess right now, ill just try to take everything from the best point of view heh. and well, things will just play themselves out eventually. haha~ i wonder whether i have strained things too much within this time though. heh~ hope all goes well!

anyway deres og outing tmr and im pretty excited about it! well my og does rock anyway though ive been worn out a bit by it recently but nvm my enthusiasm is slowly gettin back and im just gonna be.. superficial for now. haha! ok im totally mood-swinging recently so yea, dun mind me for now.

started on maths tutorial earlier and am totally struggling with it. my log and remainder factor thoreom just sucks. sigh! shall try to finish the rest of the tut before i go out later/tmr.

anyway i got 84 for my grade 7 theory exam! im SO HAPPY! :D :D now e nxt hurdle is just grade 8 theory and im done with theory omg!!! and my confidence is slowly building up about theory, just gotta practise more, study more and i should do ok! just lookin for a pass for grade 8. a merit would be a bonus :D and well lookin at 2006 paper for grade 8, it seems pretty possible! not too hard. just needa focus~~~ gotta train my composing skills and eye for cadences. heh! k, be back later with the outcome of whatever happens ! :D

nights!

shall go blog on og blog now actually haha!

lifes a bed of circles.

2007-01-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

hm, today's probably the worst i've been in since school started. worst being the worst mood, the most irritated, the most angsty, the most pissed off. i dunno why, mayb its the weather, mayb its just a mood swing, mayb its just thursday and tomorrows friday, or maybe its just me.

well, many people had warned me about how people are gonna change when we enter JC. all the testosterone-charged guys are just gonna let their hormones run wild and just go crazy, buaya-ing, flirting to the max. others will just change, give up on their old friends, making way for the new. it might be good it might be bad, we are all 'lookin for our life partner' of sorts hor. (in my dreams) so yeap, i guess it's really quite sad as to how some people have changed.

sch started off great. orientation rocked. my og rocked. the first few days of sch with lectures have been ok. im not complaining. my class is cool despite the 11 foreigners which yea kinda makes it a little dull but whatsoever, it's still a great class. 08S06J. pretty fun and well, i guess i still have liang in my class again but, right now, i dunno if its a good thing or bad thing. haha!

so basically, ill just requote myself, life sucks, it likes to go one big round and kick you in e butt, before going another round and kickin u again. life just goes in circles and circles where things from the past just happen to come back again in this sort of deja-vu-ness and make u feel weird.

everyday i go to school, i meet up with my og, i see the same things. ok well, gossipin may be fun. but well again thats another point that i can say how poeple have changed. when in RI did u see so many people like to gossip? when did u actually bother about other peoples scandals and ask around like hell. when in RI do u see people proclaimin their love for others on msn nicknames. well, its like apparently the whole RI batch has been hit by a 'oh gossipin is the new cool' bug and everyone's going around about it. or at least a hell lot more people are.

apart from that, is it not boring after a while once u keep repeating e same thing. personally i believe strongly in e phrase 'once bitten twice shy' (at least i think so) and well, once is more than enuff for me unless i totally like it, or ive nothing else better to do.
analogy:

A: hey tell me about ur thing with C leh?
B: huh wat thing? -feigns innocent- nothing la! -looks around pretending nothing is happening-
A: fine..

changes topic.
after a while,

B: ah ya why ur whole day laugh at me one.

moves back to same topic.

rinse and repeat.

ok maybe e analogy is not so clear cause i dun wanan make it too obvious whom im talkin abuot but i guess if you noe wats going on you will know. and so ken, dun say i didnt support u. i've had my say, now it's just my turn to watch the show and shut up.

hm another thing i have to say. trust. sometimes u just feel that u can totally trust one person, yet after a very short while, u totally realize ur trust has been misplaced. im not gonna discriminate agianst girls/guys/whoever. but i think im just sayin that i have paced myself wrongly and like yh, trusted people too early. it reallly makes a diff. sometimes, it really IS easier to just talk to guys about anything under the sun, especailyl those u have known for a long time. mayb its just me being in a guys sch for 10-yrs already so i trust guys more. (im NOT gay) but yea, lol i think i just noe more guys better than girls.

i really wonder if wat i tell some person will get passed on to a wrong other person at times and just totally get me into awkward positions. imagine u bitch about B to person A, then person A goes on to tell person C but somehow person B finds out along the way. doesnt it just go one full round and kikc u back in the butt after that? im not saying that i have encountered this as of yet, at least not a full scale one, but i guess prevention IS better than cure and to prevent myself from gettin into any such spastic situations, ill just shut up. it's about time i start to rebuild my rep of being honest and nice. but mess around with my integrity or abuse it, and i WILL hate u forever. lol~ (maybe i will or maybe i won't but i'll just say i will for now)

so.. yeap, im totally in a bad mood tonight and well, too bad if u crossed me but i apologise for it oso. i'm just gonna go back to sch tmr, quiet as my old self, nonchalant about whatever else might happen, just to watch the show. it's real true how people say life's like a tv show, everyday, u get to watch one episode, whether ur e director or cast i dun really care, but the plot that develops everyday is sth that i wanna watch. it totally beats watchin any other stellar movie at times. so yea, we'll just see how things go.

2007-01-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

lol.

stares. nothing to say suddenly.

just feelin crazy

2007-01-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

lol i wonder how many post ill go on startin with I'M TIRED cause i still am hahah!

today had dental where spastically i was actually supposed to take out today?! -gasp- i think e lower one la heh. but apparently im still growing or dunno wat crap then i think everytime after i put rubber band then it will come back out? so ya.. put rubber band one more month then see how. =( so sad lor. heh

den went to sch to do o'nite prep. we are really puttin in quite a lot of effort eh as an og heh :D but i think our skits pretty retarded though im pretty certain it'll turn out super well! hahahah! my part is super cliche la but who cares man! xD i'll make it funny hahah and to think i sorta created most of my part. >< heh~ so heck! we'll just have fun hahahahah u'll see wat we're doing la. changed from e original one but hm heck xD

so yea.. kinda tired now and i shud say i have sort of at least 80% mastered e dance liao la ~ hahaha did some practise just now wif ken sujun and joshua after e prep earlier. haha apparently josh wants to join dance?! omg maybe i go follow him LOL who noes hahaha~ i still have no idea man.. lol and to think cynthia asked me join but she followed that after i -glared- at her wif a 'haha i think that must be like one of e things u totally dun wanna join' hahahaha! so. -shrugs- xD

nights! gonna slp now/soon. tired hahah

2007-01-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

ok. now im pissed.

msn sucks.

lol dere are 2 people in e world whom.. i HATE NOW LOL

die idiots!

the fate-ful day

2007-01-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

haha im so tired as usual. orientation seems so draining eh but quite fun la heh~

today was learning finish e dance (which we can do quite well), and went out for external activity which is basically 'shi zi lu kou' in english hahaha! it was pretty fun la going around the chinatown area, one which im pretty unfamiliar with and just eatin tons of food, hanging aroudn with the og and stuff haha. well e og's pretty cool la as usual and quite fun :D no regrets heh~

so today got my class. wat can i say, liang and i just have some fate which is just so.. fate-ful aye. heh~ same class :D so ya.. other than just this fate, lol, i have dear lize's yangzhe in my class. and ariella from tuition, which just made me lol when i saw her cause i just thought of bingxi and TLL (learning lab) immediately. heh xD inside joke/knowledge only so yea. xD

so ok im real tired. going back to sch tmr after dental at 11 for onite prep. haha! seems pretty fun la, just go up stage perform and have fun :D we'll see how things go. nights all and see ya!

loving laszlo. lol.

2007-01-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

alliteration seems funky.

heh orientation's been real fun! today we played more station games, learnt mass dance, learned e anthem (which i noe already), did e cheers again in a long time and it felt totally different from teachin e sec 1's e cheers hahahah, then learnt e batch song which i feel is a really nice song though some parts are a bit weird. and yeap, MR movie outing, disucssion of our o'nite production which is totally....... nvm find out on o'nite. hahaha we'll totally shock i mean rock ur socks off. lol!!!

so yea today MR FINALLY PWNED e rest of e houses and won e station games woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lol! my og was like pretty ok la. we won 3outof6 hahahah! so yeap pretty good outcome after yesterdays lose all but won e last one risk thingy. hahahahha~ so well, we really are 'winning when it matters' hhahah! excellent~

heehee, e mass dance is actually pretty fun, though some moves are really kidna spastic xD im totally having a hard time remembering it la but i guess heck, will still be able to handle lol! just go wif e flow and follow e rest of e pple haha. and quotes liang, i do have a very spontaneous partner who is super fun hahah! i shall have more fun dancing wif her tmr LOL and liang can just go around making fun of her more hahahaha. i bet u liang has a thing for her. ok i did NOT say anything. -loosk around- and if liang finds out i said that, i hope he doesnt kill me! lol no one tell him hor.

well, i must say that orientation has really openend up many people, or at laest some la. well for myself, i mean yes after e 10-yrs break of all guys sch, i guess its pretty ok, adaptin pretty well. but i dun say theres no change la, for myself i just guess im slightly more open to stuff now heh. -shrugs- for liang, he's really really opening up, pretty fun stuff la~ hahaha though a littlebittletadlittle irritating at times heh.

as of right now, i think i might be focussin toooooooooo much on my og that im forgettin some of the ri friends whom are not in my og. not say im forgettin them la cause i noe i wun ever forget them (so sweeeeeeeeet rite) but like heh, i'm just being too 'un-myself' in that sense and im sorry for it la heh. i guess just atm im tryin to get more involved in my og and if i seem a bit hostile to other people or like just happen to be a tad bit irritatin now and then, just forgive me for now heh :D i mean i totally like my OG a lot haha~ so yea....... SORRY! well tmr ill try to be more receptive/friendly to everyone lol. but wif 5 horus of EA heh. we'll see :D

ok well well theres like a ton of stuff i can talk about orientation but personally, other than all e super fun events, games and stufff that the ogl's have planned for us, the people themselves are super fun tooo. and OMG TMR WE ARE GETTIN OUR CLASSEES. personally, i have my own preferecnes of people whom i want to be in it. some are obvious, some are not so obvious, ill let ur decide and if ur wanna noe maybe u can ask me, but if not, hmph i'll just let fate decide. (thats sooooo yh-ish!) haha. and yea, the class lists are out liao, and we'll find out tmr. everyone who reads this still, msg me ur class hor :D or ill just see ya in class tmr hahah! for civics -.-

so yeap once again a big shoutout to all ri/2h guys, ken elt bong aaron lang hans junwei yh chris bert liang etc., my ogl's cynthia, kartik, jem, my og grpies.
crazy dance partner whom liang loves to disturb --> jasmine, sujun liang ken josh waikuan shuli haidong dehui sean, shenglan lynette wanxi michelle (lol, and she stays in serangoon too) jiayi edith natasha shuying nicole and cheryl. and ya everyone else whom i noe, have fun in orientation :D cya guys tmr. lol (sounds as if orientation has ended)

maybe tmr ill start taking more pictures lol! time to pack bag and crash out to slp. nights all!

l-a-s-z-l-o-o-o-o

2007-01-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

IM TIRED.

like totally la. well orientation was pretty dam fun la! i mean my og is so great! lol i mean not beside that i have like kennedy liang etc wateva, but like ya, i can totally feel us bonding together as a grp. and ya at least no one hates one another though i can totally do w/o sean yap or wateva. lol but well i guess he's quite good oso la considerin how he totally showed us how pro he was at dog and bone just now when he just hardcored and did not want to lose by lettin e other pple blow e ball to their side. applaud him for that la :D

so yea~ today basically intro, icebreakers, war games (where we got a pathetic last place, but nvm we'll do better nxt time and win IHC) den just hang around lol wif e ogl's performing for us and stuff. hahah dam fun la~ so yea totally lookin forward to tmr. but for now, im just totally tired LOL so sry shaun, ask me some other time :D hahahahah~

gotta do some theory and den im like gonna crash out into my bed and slp. mayb ill ask josh for e contact list of my og first hahah~ ok cyaz all tmr~

happy new years.

2007-01-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

yeap yeap! its totally in e new year, and
new yr new beggining
new yr new story
new yr new sch
new yr erm.. new discovery! hahah

so yea lets see shud i make any new year resolutions? nah i dun think so. ill make new yr wishes :D and hope that wif all e nice 'may all ur wishes come true' messages received i hope all my wishes will come true~

1. i wish for more wishes. lol j/k
2. hm may all my wishes come true? ok ill stop being lame
3. i just wish for everytihng to go smoothly la. just find yh's blog, read about his 'resolutions' and ya im about that. hahaha~ hope rj's great, no 'i-wish-i-didnt-do-that' stuff and yea. i guess im good to go.

heh! so i also wish to start e year on a good note! so totally, tmr im going out for lunch with yh lize and angie. hahahaha! spastic but real fun i hope! free lunch who doesnt want la! :D then headin to chris house after that to learn how to play mahjong. heeheee! we'll see how that goes! than ta-da after that i predict im gonna come home and chat, and do theory and get totally hyped up over RJ and hope my little OGL calls soon HHAHAHAH. i mean though i noe most of e stuff liao, it's always good to get a call to indicate that i 'have not been FORGOTTEN' and thought that i wouldnt go liao heh.

so yeap today, i got my first present on wow. lol though its just pixels but ya wateva. not gonna play much of it for now liao, nothing much to do heh. just play for fun and if got time la~ :D heehee.

then yh and i started playin games on atari games. lol and i tell u when 2 bored pple get together to play online games. u just keep playin LOL. first we started wif monopoly where he just totally owned me again la. heck. then we went to play monopoly whr my nice 43point word turned e tides and let me pwn him LOL. den we started playin this game called 'sorry!' which is dam spastic la! hahahahahahah dam funny then later chris joined us LOL and i tell u ah, can just keep playin. but must play with spastic pple la xD if not a bit sianed hahahhhhahaha! so yea i had some connection problesm so yea quite irritating la but dam funny man! hahahahah

so ok i think im gonna crahs out soon. wake up earlier tmr and sort out e souvenirs or stuff haha. oh yes i have to say this. ok my rationale on buyin souvenirs is that ill buy something that i see that i think fits whoever. ok i noe i went japan and it was a great place for anime BUT LOL, sadly to whoever reads anime, i dunno wats new, dunno wat to buy, and dunno if i shud have bought. so yea. sorry to pple like 'whoever reads anime' xD. so yea, ive got nice gifts for fittin pple i guesss hahahaha~ and just some weird gifts xD so do NOT murder me if u 1. dun get anything, 2. get sth stupid LOL but for those fitting ones ;) have fun LOL

so yea. gonna crash out now~ nighties